Category Spiritual Focus

Mar 14 2012

Natural Renewal Option

Some people have asked why anyone would want to change the spirit that they were born with.  It seems natural to question this newly presented option as a means to improve one’s well-being, but what if your spirit (or soul) had no knowledge about how it could help you to progress in your form?

At some point in our lives we question why some people are born into opportunities while others struggle continuously.  Although the question can be somewhat answered in physical terms as to the opportunities afforded by genetic attributes, status of family or the country of origin, not all the criteria fits in every situation.  When we consider the spiritual position of a person, however, it appears that some spirits are rewarded and others are punished within the bodies that they inhabit.

If we were to assume that all spirits were created equal and with the same opportunities, then we would have to assume that all would be living harmoniously together.  That is obviously not the case.  If all spirits were created to be positive, say a spark of light from a common origin, then we would expect that all spirits would remain positive and harmonious.  However, like us, spirits have free will.  If a group of spirits decided that there was a better way for them to exist than to remain in a constantly positive state, then they would fall away from the original group.  Spirits are capable of creating and entering forms, so those that chose not to be positive would tend to create forms that pleased their tendencies of desiring what was not positive.  Over extended periods of time the knowledge of their positive origins would be lost.  Once lost, some might not even recognize what is positive anymore.

Unfortunately, we have found that most spirits on our planet have lost their positive knowledge and many have created forms to manifest their desire to experience or mete out such negativity as suffering, despair, greed and other destructive tendencies.  These range from a child born into a poverty-stricken or war-torn region of the world where suffering is a daily occurrence to those born into wealth or privilege, whose physical journey is enhanced by monetary or social status.  While you can more easily comprehend the spiritual implications of the child’s journey, the personal lives of the elite can be just as difficult as anyone else’s on this planet.  Other considerations are the malicious intent of powerful dictators or the questionable practices of religious leaders who gain from undermining the free will of their followers.  Some of the most difficult lives are lived in sickness and disease where there is nothing but hardship.  So there is much ongoing struggle at the personal level of people everywhere, when ideally there should be happiness and harmony.

So how does an individual endure with little or no understanding of their own spiritual self?  Too many lives begin in a childhood full of imagination, creativity and learning, but are impaired early on by the impact of abuse, neglect or unfortunate circumstances.  Some spirits grow very weak as a result of these experiences and become incapable of participating in the livelihood of their form.  Others become frustrated or bored and leave their form.  It’s not unheard of to find that a person’s spirit has been overtaken by another stronger spirit.  So, if someone’s original spirit is weak or too negative and, therefore, has no ability to provide help, why wouldn’t a positively oriented spirit be considered?

Without positive spiritual knowledge, a spirit will lose its ability to work with the light.  If a spirit doesn’t recharge with the light, it will naturally grow more negative and be drawn into negative activities. Since a negatively oriented spirit resists energy from the light, it draws its energy from others, which is normal on our planet. However, when a spirit recharges with the light, it grows stronger as it replenishes its knowledge of the light.  A spirit that is committed to the light is therefore able to help its body to resist and overcome the burden of negativity that it faces.

Leo Jean and I have worked with many people from all over the world who are, at some level, aware of their connection to their spiritual self, but realize that their spirit is non-functional.  Like me, they had been searching for a way to fulfill a desire to be in touch with their spirit, in order to resolve their problems and live a more meaningful life.  While everyone should accept responsibility for our own lives, there is a way to obtain an ideally suited spirit that will help.  Leo uses his intact inherent spiritual knowledge to search for a willing spirit that is committed to regaining its positive knowledge and that has the correct vibration and frequency to work compatibly within a person’s form.  When I present that anyone can improve their life by working with their spirit, I have to offer that often the best way to proceed is to ask for and accept a positively oriented spirit.

As one client across the globe reacted when she started working with her ‘new’ spirit:

“It’s fascinating as Leo’s work is absolute genius.  I keep coming up with excuses though when all I need to do is refuse, call in my spirit and hit with the light.  How more simple can it be!!  It’s breaking habits as a part of me is saying here we go again.  Memories of patterns when the essence is to change and go in a different direction.  I know it’s just a question of being consistent until it’s automatic, even if it’s minute by minute!!  I am so grateful to have found this work and appreciate the support.”

Find out how to get started working with your spirit by visiting my website at OnlyPositiveKnowledge.com !

I welcome and value your input~Please feel free to comment! 

*Light: The pure white light of the universe; purely positive energy; not associated with any one religion or deity; I work spiritually with people from every background from around the globe

Mar 7 2012

Why I Work With My Spirit

hs-2003-06-DumbbellNebulaM27Somewhere within each of us there is the knowledge that there is more to our existence than the physical realm around us.

However, as we navigate through our lives there is increasing interference that prevents us from being able to focus on why we’re here in the first place.  As our lives unfold in their complexity, the knowledge that our reason for being is spiritual becomes lost in the incessant physical demands that impact us.

In my search for a raison d’être, I’ve learned that my spirit is a distinct sentient being that has entered my form for the purpose of progressing in its own pursuit of knowledge and fulfillment.  When a person combines forces with their spirit, they have the unique opportunity to interact with a being in a partnership that propels both toward a common goal.

Once I acknowledged that I am expected to actively participate in a mutually beneficial higher-level relationship with my spirit, I felt remarkably comforted.  I find the guidelines to be elegantly simple:

Make a commitment to work with your spirit to progress.
Love and believe in yourself completely.  If you don’t like something, then change it.
Bring in the pure white Light* often (pure positive energy freely available to all).
Keep your spiritual openings closed.
Refuse and remove negativity at its source and replace it with positive aims.
Don’t break free will or allow yours to be broken.
Perform a daily self-healing to improve your well-being.
Take full responsibility for your existence.

This plan that allows me to progress with my spirit requires daily attention. No one can do this work for me.  If I forget to refuse negativity properly, that forgotten trickle can grow into a larger negative pool that can swamp me until I realize what’s affecting me.  Until I ask my spirit to help me to use the light to remove the negativity, my spirit can’t act.  I’m responsible for having allowed the negativity to affect me and I have to work to eliminate it.  The work needed to rid myself of the negativity depends on the amount of time that I’ve allowed the negativity to increase in size, as well as my ability to use the light effectively to remove any large accumulation of negativity that I’ve allowed to impact me.Sailboat Starlike© Art

Sometimes it’s necessary for a person to change their spirit, that is, to get a new spirit.  While it’s definitely a different approach, it’s often the best way to begin to work with your spirit.  Your spirit is supposed to work with you.  However, if your spirit resists the light and a positive approach, then you’re not going to be able to work with the light or know the difference, until you begin to work with a light-committed spirit.  Leo Jean has been bringing light-committed spirits to people for many years, especially to children, who readily accept one.  Once a child begins to work with their spirit and the light, they feel the harmony within and immediately start to progress.

As I choose to continue to work with my spirit, I fulfill my reason for being here. Not only do I get stronger at using the light to refuse, deflect and remove negativity, but I do all this within myself.  Our common goal is to return my spirit to a perfect state of positive existence in the light.  That will happen at the spiritual level, yet the implication of my choice has already been felt in my life.  When I made a commitment to work with my spirit, it reciprocated in its commitment to me.  At first, even though I was at what seemed to be an impasse in my life, my spirit helped me to break through and turn my life into the positive personal journey that I had anticipated as a child.

Not only is my spirit important to me, I am a fundamental part of my spirit’s journey since, without a body, my spirit is unable to progress.  So I make a difference at the most essential part of my being.  In my estimation, that is the most comforting feeling of all.

Find out how to get started working with your spirit by visiting my website at OnlyPositiveKnowledge.com !

I welcome and value your input~Please feel free to comment! 

*Light: The pure white light of the universe; purely positive energy; not associated with any one religion or deity; I work spiritually with people from every background from around the globe

Feb 29 2012

A Refreshing Challenge

Leo Jean's Starlike© paper sculpture atop glass flowerWhen you ask for the light and decide to work with a positively oriented spirit, you’ll experience a positive higher-level perspective to your life.  As you choose to stand in the positive realm, you’ll gain the knowledge of how to deal with higher-level interference by using the pure white light.  You’ll realize more positive outcomes to your efforts as you work with your spirit to improve your life.  The benefits will be immediately evident:

1.  Your resolve will be strengthened.  When you work with your spirit, you’ll be equipped with the confidence of knowing that, when directed, your spirit will respond and assist you.  Your fear of introducing change into your life will be diminished as you replace it with determination and confidence.

2.  Your awareness of incoming sources of negativity will be heightened.   As you work with your spirit and remain calmly vigilant, you’ll see improvements in how you recognize and assess negative conditions and spiritual assaults, so that you can act more quickly to diffuse them. By being able to identify the signals that you’re receiving negativity, you’ll be better prepared to deal with it as it hits you.

3.  Your ability to refuse negativity will be increased.   The combined efforts of you and your spirit to refuse and return negativity at the spiritual level will be immensely powerful, because the light will respond to you instantaneously.  Refusal in a timely manner will curtail negative thoughts or emotions that could eventually snowball into anger, anxiety or sadness. When you have a spiritual means to refuse negativity, you’ll be less vulnerable to its impact.

4.  There will be an improvement in your decision-making skills.  You’ll be able to consider more clearly the consequences of how negatively or positively your decisions might affect you.  It will be easier to detect negative trends and begin to counteract them to produce positive results.  You’ll respect the free will of others and ensure that you don’t allow anyone to break yours.

5.  You will enjoy increased energy as you properly refuse negativity.  As you progress with your spirit, you’ll get better at eliminating the draw on your energy that results from absorbing negativity from others and from allowing others to drain your energy.  In addition, when you refuse negativity at its source, you’ll decrease the accumulation of negative spirits that are drawn to and feed off of negativity. You’ll be more relaxed as you handle stress as negativity and your ability to recharge with the pure white light will mount as you progress.

6.  You’ll take more responsibility for your actions.  As you realize your spirit-body connection, your perception of who you are and how you conduct yourself at all levels will take on a new dimension.  As you take responsibility for every experience in your life, whether negative or positive, you’ll take control of your existence.

7.  You’ll learn to convert the negative aspects of your life into positive and productive elements. There are many ways to creatively change a negative atmosphere into a positive experience, whether at home, in the workplace or in public.  There’s no better way to deal with negativity than to convert it into a positive element!

It all comes down to taking on the challenge of being positive in an increasingly negative world.  With a light-committed spirit and the knowledge of how to work with it, you can rapidly refresh your life!

 

Find out how to get started working with your spirit by visiting my website at OnlyPositiveKnowledge.com !

I welcome and value your input~Please feel free to comment! 

*Light: The pure white light of the universe; purely positive energy; not associated with any one religion or deity; I work spiritually with people from every background from around the globe

Feb 22 2012

Imaginative Self-healing

Original painting by Leo Jean: "Light Pegasus"One of the principles of working with my spirit and the Light is that: “Every problem has a solution at the spiritual level.”  When someone is having difficulty in life, there is always a spiritual reason underlying the problem.  A person’s spiritual orientation of being negative or positive affects their response to both external and internal spiritual influences.

When a person conducts a self-healing, they have to believe that what they’re doing will eliminate the problem they’re experiencing.  Leo and I always enjoy working with children, because they believe in themselves; are able to actively use their imagination to effect real outcomes; and are not yet conditioned by past experiences with traditional or other medicines.

Although I realize that not everyone can effect this type of self-healing, and that this procedure is not effective in every case, some people are entirely capable of healing themselves.  An example of a recent distant healing of an 8-year-old child, “Tommy”, indicates how our bodies are capable of self-healing, given an initial boost and, especially, when symptoms first appear.   During our first phone conversation, Tommy’s father explained that he was devastated by his son’s recent diagnosis for Type-1 diabetes, and that he had already started an insulin program.  I told him that we could help only if his son agreed.  He said that he hoped that his son would participate and we set up a phone appointment for the next day after school.

When Tommy came to the phone, I asked him if he wanted to receive a healing and a new spirit that would help him overcome the diabetes.  Tommy agreed.  I asked Tommy to refuse as Leo proceeded to remove the negative spirits and negative energy from within him.  We then asked him to close his spiritual openings (chakras) as we went to each of them with him, healing the ones that were damaged.  Next we asked Tommy to go inside of himself and guided him to look at his pancreas.  He asked what a pancreas was, and I explained that it was the part of him that wasn’t working and that was why he had diabetes.  When he could see inside and look at his pancreas, I asked if he could see Leo’s spirit that was there to help him.  He said he could see a bright light.

Then I asked Tommy to bring that same pure white Light* all around and inside of his pancreas, and then if he saw any areas where the Light wouldn’t go.  He said there were some dark areas.  I asked him to start removing all the cells that wouldn’t accept the Light and to bring in brand new cells that were all lit up.  We asked him to continue to do this for a few minutes each day and that we would call him back in a week.

Ten days later, after Tommy’s first visit to the doctor’s since our initial healing, Tommy’s father exclaimed that there had already been an improvement in Tommy’s blood sugar analysis and his insulin dosage had been adjusted.  Leo and I checked to see that he had not opened up to any negative spirits, and then went with him to look at his pancreas.  He had been removing the cells that were dark and had been regularly bringing in more new cells with the light.  Tommy was feeling better and was excited to tell us about his school and the bite-happy puppy that his parents had bought for him when he first got sick.

By the third phone session, Tommy’s father was really excited, because Tommy had again reduced his insulin dosage.  He wanted to tell everyone he knew about how and why Tommy was getting better, but he was afraid that no one would understand about the distant healing.  He admitted that he was listening in on his son’s conversation while on speakerphone and said that Tommy usually never talked with anyone as long as he talked with us, especially on the phone.  It was getting harder for Tommy’s father to resist the urge to tell his doctor that Tommy was receiving an unorthodox style of treatment.  He asked what he should do, and I suggested that he could always take Tommy to a different doctor, if he felt uncomfortable.  In addition, Tommy’s father felt guilty about not being able to tell everyone the truth about what we were doing; he was unable to tell anyone else about his son’s healing, because of his ethnic and religious origins. I told him that he didn’t have to tell anyone; that he should just be pleased for his son.

Around the sixth week, Tommy had already reached the safe zone as his natural insulin levels reached normal.  He was determined to train his puppy that was always nipping at his hands and feet, and was happily unconcerned about his health.  He promised to keep on working with his spirit to stay free of diabetes.  That’s how a child heals.  Then they say: “Now let’s go play!”

In Tommy’s case, his illness might have been hereditary, but the malfunction of his pancreas was also enhanced by negative spiritual influences.  Since his spirit was not positively-oriented, Tommy’s body had no defence against the onset of the malaise that was attacking his gland.  Once his spirit was replaced by one that worked with the healing influence of the Light and responded to Leo’s initial and supportive healing, Tommy was able to work with the Light in an imaginative way to perform a daily self-healing.

Wouldn’t it be fantastic if it were that simple for everyone to work with their spirit and self-heal as needed?  A child’s life is all about the future, even though they are completely content to immerse themselves in the present.  Every time I work with a child, I learn so much more about how I can continue to improve my own existence.

 

Find out how to get started working with your spirit by visiting my website at OnlyPositiveKnowledge.com !

I welcome and value your input~Please feel free to comment! 

*Light: The pure white light of the universe; purely positive energy; not associated with any one religion or deity; I work spiritually with people from every background from around the globe

Feb 11 2012

Optimized Childhood

boyonskateboardWhen I think of how amazing childhood can be, I also reflect on the many children whose experience is less than what they deserve.  Children are the product of not only their genetic traits, but also their physical and spiritual environment and experiences.  When a child has a spiritual problem, the effects of spiritual negativity could ruin an otherwise wonderful childhood.

A few years ago Leo and I had the opportunity to help a young boy that lived in our neighborhood.  When we moved into our new home on a cul-de-sac, a couple of the neighbors came by to greet us and then, in turn, to warn us about ‘Danny’, the five-year-old boy next door.  According to the neighbors, Danny was notorious for hitting golf balls from his driveway in all directions.  They told us that he had struck their parked cars and even broken a picture window in one of the houses.  An older woman claimed that she was afraid to work in her garden whenever the boy was outside.  She exclaimed that: “He just ruins our neighborhood.”  It surprised me that everyone was complaining about such an innocuous little boy.

Later that day, Danny came around to meet us, accompanied by his mother and two brothers.  When his mother, a nurse, learned that we did spiritual healing, she immediately started to tell us how difficult it was to deal with Danny.  She said that she had taken him out of kindergarten, because there were already signs that he would have been prescribed Ritalin to control his ADD.  She wasn’t sure if he would be able to start the 1st grade in the same school system without succumbing to the drug requirement.  On that first meeting she asked if there was anything we could do to help her son.  Leo said that he would talk to him the next day, after we had finished moving our boxes inside.

The following day, Danny came by with his mother.  Leo asked Danny if he liked the spirit that he had.  Danny said that he didn’t like it, because it was always making him to do things that got him into trouble.  Leo asked him if he wanted to have a new spirit, one that would help him.  Danny broke out a huge smile and said that he would like that.  He looked at his mother for approval and she nodded to him that it was okay.  Leo removed a negatively-oriented spirit from Danny and brought him a positively-oriented one that was more suitable for his body.

Leo asked Danny how he felt and what kinds of things he liked to do.  The little boy said that he felt better and that he didn’t like chasing golf balls around, like his father had taught him to do.  He said that all he wanted to do was to learn to how to ride a skateboard like his older brother.  Danny looked at his mother again for approval, and she told him that he could use his brother’s old skateboard.  Danny said: “I don’t like that one.  I want to get a new one, but I can put those wheels on it.”

The following weekend, Danny was out on the driveway with his father and brother, putting the wheels from his brother’s old skateboard onto a new frame.  From then on, almost everyday we could see Danny out on his driveway, diligently concentrating on his technique and setting up jumps, such as his favorite one over his bicycle.  His tireless efforts paid off, and soon his technique coupled agility with precision as he glided gracefully over his bike every time.

Whenever we saw Danny playing outside, he kept asking us to come and watch him practice at the skate park down the road.   A few weeks later, when Leo and I finally stopped in to see how he was doing, the skate park attendant told us that Danny had organized the most difficult jump to give the younger kids a chance to use it.  Whenever Danny was there, the children stood patiently in line, awaiting their turn.  He was already showing leadership skills and had gained the respect and friendship of all the children at the park!

Not only had Danny become adept on his skateboard, but he began to believe in himself in other ways.  He was doing so well in school that he was selected to move ahead halfway through the first grade to make early entry into the second grade.  He had also begun to eat better and used to chide his brother for eating junk food.  And he stopped hitting golf balls at available targets.  Whenever I think of Danny, I see him working intently on his skateboard moves and grinning as he looks back triumphantly at each successful accomplishment.

The reason that I wanted to tell this particular story is because it exemplifies the plight of so many highly creative intelligent children whose problems are essentially spiritual.  When a bright intuitive child like Danny is beleaguered by the impact of a spirit that is ill-suited for his body, the resulting chemical imbalance can adversely affect his behavior.   However, when a suitable spirit can be properly matched with a child’s body, they work in harmony together.  Fortunately, Danny’s mother believed enough in her child and his spiritual well-being to allow her son to enjoy a positively-oriented spirit and reclaim his childhood.

Leo says: “Show me a mischievous child and I see a creative genius.”  Children always keep it simple and will readily respond to a positive spiritual experience.

Find out how to get started working with your spirit by visiting my website at OnlyPositiveKnowledge.com !

I welcome and value your input~Please feel free to comment! 

*Light: The pure white light of the universe; purely positive energy; not associated with any one religion or deity; I work spiritually with people from every background from around the globe

Feb 6 2012

Ways to Stay in Positive Mode

When you work with a positively-oriented spirit, your awareness of impending negativity will heighten.  As you become more sensitive to the energy around you, you’ll notice how much negativity permeates our planet from the spiritual level.  In order to be positive all the time, you will need to be able to identify and refuse incoming negativity so that you can return to a positive mode.

Here are some ways to help you maintain a positive stance:

Remain in the positive realm at all levels of your being.  Think of a sine wave where everything above the x-axis is positive and everything below is negative.  You can’t be both positive and negative at the same time.  The more positive you are, the less negativity can affect you.

Positive thinking and activities are essential to keeping yourself in positive mode.  The strength of your positive state will inhibit the entry of negativity.  It’s important to let go of emotions or thoughts that drag you into a negative frame of mind.  Know when to turn off the negative input and switch to something that elevates you into a positive state.  Use your creative skills!

Remain in your body in the third dimension at all times.  People are constantly wandering around in other dimensions, as they daydream, meditate and otherwise escape into higher realms and leave their body vulnerable.  When a body is left open to the spiritual elements, it is susceptible to negative interference.  Focused relaxation, such as self-healing, is recommended without the incorporation of any outside influence.

Remain in the present, even when planning your future.  When you’re thinking about the past or future, your consciousness should remain in the present.  In other words, if you’re bringing in energy from the past or the future, you could be inviting negativity from unknown origins.

Become an expert at refusing negativity.  If you don’t refuse negativity you accept it.  The better you refuse, the more completely you block unwanted negative energy.  Whether you’re thinking, dreaming, talking, listening, reading or watching, you have to refuse the negative elements of those activities, so that you don’t attract negativity from related sources.

Adjust yourself electrically, chemically, vibrationally, dimensionally and spiritually throughout the day to spring back into balance as needed, especially after a negative experience.

Bring in the Light as often as you like to keep yourself recharged.  The more positive you become, the more the Light will linger within you.

Working with your spirit is a lifestyle.  As you work together to progress, you’ll be invigorated by the challenges of being positive in a negative world.  As you detach yourself from the negative realm, you’ll be better able to refresh yourself at all levels with limitless positive energy from the Light.  The amount of progress that you make depends on your commitment to working with your spirit and how quickly you’re willing to let go of the negativity that you’ve been harboring.

 

Find out how to get started by visiting my website at OnlyPositiveKnowledge.com !

I welcome and value your input~Please feel free to comment! 

*Light: The pure white light of the universe; purely positive energy; not associated with any one religion or deity; I work spiritually with people from every background from around the globe

 

Jan 20 2012

Religion Can Strike a Sour Chord

My Other KeyboardFor most of my life I’ve quietly been a non-believer and it always amazes me how adults continue to believe in the creation and other stories that their religions narrate.  While I still respect the choice that religious people make to believe in something as intangible, abstract and incredible as an omnipotent being that created everything from scratch, it would be less farfetched to worship the big bang.  However, when you think about how children are conditioned and encouraged in very clever ways to follow the footsteps of their parents or government into a given religion, it’s not hard to understand why religious beliefs are so embedded into the minds of almost all human beings.

Recently a client mentioned to me how fortunate she felt because she had never been indoctrinated into any religious belief system as a child.  I felt so pleased for her, because she had never been forced to participate in such an incarceration of the mind.  I reflected on my own catholic upbringing that was filled with conditioning by experts. My earliest memory of being punished was when I was three years old.  I had just returned from having attended church for the first time without my mother.  Our neighbor, a staunch religious woman, had caught me “sweeping the floor” with my nose, and advised my mother to punish me immediately with a spanking.  My mother questioned this advice but, because she was being pressured by one of her peers, duly spanked me for my irreverence.  Even though I protested that all I had been doing was counting the boots of the people in the row in front of us!

After learning that I was to do everything exactly as everyone else did while in the house of cards, I became an observer.  I used to watch everyone as they entered the church: walking up to the basin of holy water, dipping their finger in and genuflecting down on one knee as they crossed themselves with the blessed liquid.  Everyone was so serious, all dressed up in their finery.  If a young girl forgot to wear a hat or scarf over her head, a helpful mother would kindly provide her with a Kleenex and bobby pin to ensure her respectful appearance.

One Sunday there was an unexpected transition from the normal solemn mood of the mass.  The organist, who happened to have been my first grade teacher, suddenly stood up while playing one of the livelier tunes that she usually played with such reverence.  As she stood up, she looked around as though she was expecting everyone’s admiration.  My mother who led the choir looked at her with some surprise.  As the weeks went by, the organist continued to stand, then even smile and move in rhythm with the music as the pressure for attention mounted.  To everyone’s relief, the poor woman was soon replaced, so that the somber monotony could resume.

It was around that time, when I was about 12 years old, that my mother announced that I was going to be able to take piano lessons.  I was ecstatic at the prospect of finally learning to play the big old upright that stood in our dining room.  Some of my older five sisters had started lessons, but never seemed to stay with it.  For two and a half years, I was the happiest person around.  I practiced piano every day before dinner, but was among the shiest of all pianists. When my mother brought company over and asked me to play, I would agree only if they all sat in the other room.  I was so happy that I didn’t have to take lessons at the convent, where tales of yardsticks as weapons were wielded on faulty fingers. When I won first place at a regional piano competition, I was both proud and relieved because they had allowed me to focus while I played facing a wall.

However, soon my musical elation would be thoroughly quashed as religion interfered.  One day as I was getting money for the bus to go to my weekly lesson, my mother mentioned that I could soon start learning to play the organ at the church.  I looked at her with incredulity.  My immediate response was: “Then I’ll quit!”  To which my mother responded: “You’ll regret it!” I felt threatened and came back with: “I might regret it, but I’ll never play the organ at church!”  I knew only too well how many hours had to be spent playing at the church while the choir practiced.  And who would always be popping in to see the ladies but the depraved priest that had raped me a few years earlier!  Even more troubling was when the priest accepted my mother’s invitation to dinner that Easter.  It was difficult to sit across the table from that man, knowing that he was held under such esteem by my mother, while I was still under his threat not to tell or my family would be punished.

Although music and religion have intertwined since ancient times, from when temples were built to maximize the impact of sounds and song to when many musical artists attribute their talents to early song worship, religion always strikes a sour chord for me.  It brought me nothing but grief as a child and continuously presents divisiveness on our planet.  In a world where freedom is of concern to us all, what about the religious freedom of children? Despite all the physical and psychological efforts by the religious conditioners in my early life, I’m glad that I was able to see through the hypocrisy and rationally decide for myself about the notion of God.

On the positive side, my experience set me on a spiritual search for meaning in my life.  It wasn’t until I started working with my spirit that I finally understood that the ultimate goal of every human should be to personally attain harmony with their spirit.

 

 

Find out how to get started working with your spirit by visiting my website at OnlyPositiveKnowledge.com !

I welcome and value your input~Please feel free to comment! 

*Light: The pure white light of the universe; purely positive energy; not associated with any one religion or deity; I work spiritually with people from every background from around the globe

Jan 14 2012

Choose to Use Your Free Will

Leo Jean's Starlike© paper sculptures mounted on star-shaped glass imbedded in resin

One of the best ways to take your life in the direction you want it to go is to constantly exercise your free will.   In the process you will stop being a follower, make stronger commitments for better health and help yourself at the spiritual level.

The first step in using your free will is to understand what it is.  Simply put, it’s your ability to make choices.  You can choose to go along with suggestions and invitations by others, or you can choose to say “No, thanks.”  Making choices can also be the breaking of free will when you’re on either the giving or receiving end.  Parents are notorious for breaking a child’s free will, such as when their child sincerely protests about their dislike for given activities.  You’d allow others to break your free will if you always agreed to participate in their activities, even when you’d rather be doing something entirely different.

Early in life most of us wanted to be accepted by our peers, so we were susceptible to going along with the crowd.  Youthful leaders didn’t very often guide in a beneficial sense, but in a popular sense.  Those who followed often became followers for life and their ability to think outside the box was diminished by their desire to fit in.  When you make a conscious decision to follow your own unique interests, you’ll discover a whole new realm of possibilities that make your life more like you envisioned.

On a daily basis there are many choices we make to improve our health and to nurture our future happiness.  Some of the most common decisions involve diet, personal habits and exercise. For those who suffer from overwhelming urges to eat the wrong things, the question should be: “Am I in control or is this ice cream in control of me?” Others might ask: “Am I in control or is this cigarette in control of me?”  It can also come down to the personal choice of: “Am I in control to exercise this morning, or is this computer screen or warm bed in control of me?” Whenever we make commitments to better ourselves, we actually make decisions that will improve our future.  No one really wants to look back and say that they wish they hadn’t overeaten, smoked or been inactive earlier in life.

From the spiritual point of view, everything that you do at the physical level can affect you at the spiritual level.  And vice versa.  When you accept negativity in any of its forms at the physical level, you deny your spirit the go ahead to progress.  In order for you to progress spiritually, you have to remove the negativity from your life so that your spirit can proceed in a positive mode.  If you choose to make decisions that bring negative thoughts, emotions or activities to your life, you interfere with your spirit’s ability to progress. Since your spirit also has free will, it can choose to remain negative or to accept the positive input that you provide.  It’s your choice how quickly or slowly you effect your spiritual progress.

As you exercise your free will both physically and spiritually, you will mold, shape and sculpt your own future.

Find out how to get started working with your spirit by visiting my website at OnlyPositiveKnowledge.com !

I welcome and value your input~Please feel free to comment! 

 

Jan 7 2012

Make the Leap to Be Positive This Year

Leo Jean's Starlike© paper sculpture mounted on Egyptian glassOver the past 25 years I’ve studied the nature of spirits and observed firsthand how they interact with humans.  I’d like to provide a little insight into the spiritual world as I know it, so that you’ll discover how the choice of a more positive spiritual experience could enhance your entire life.

Before I began working as Leo Jean’s assistant, I was unaware of how the spiritual world affects us all.  After being entertained by paranormal and spooky movies as a teenager, I was first introduced to the metaphysical world through my studies of Spanish literature in university.  It wasn’t until I had met Leo and discussed having once used a Ouija board with my high school girlfriend did I realize that I had been in contact with one or more spirits as the Ouija device whizzed around the board with amazing accuracy. (Note: Now that I know better, I don’t condone the use of a Ouija board!)  I have risen above the awe and fear that spirits can generate, and respond to all negative spiritual behavior with a calm and absolute refusal.

Since the great majority of spirits that exist around our planet are extremely negative, they must be regarded, not as entertainment or curiosity, but with respect and immediate rejection. These stealthy clever beings have lost most of their positive knowledge and indulge in an endless existence of negative activity.  If a deceased person’s spirit remains around its survivors, it’s because it has lost its knowledge.  Otherwise, it would have headed directly into the pure white universal Light*. Negative spirits are drawn to all sorts of negative activity, so it’s best not to invite them into your environment.  Instead of accepting the presence of a spirit, you should completely refuse it.

The very notion of a positively-oriented spirit means that they do not accept or respond to any negativity whatsoever.  As these Light spirits progressed and, in order to have attained vibration at the highest possible frequency, they eliminated all negativity from their existence and will not accept it in any form.  The reason that Light spirits don’t inhabit the earth in greater numbers is because they respect the free will of negatively-oriented humans.  In addition, Light spirits would never approach people, if they have no knowledge of the Light.  Until Leo started bringing Light-committed spirits to help people, the only Light spirits housed in humans were those very few that were born with a Light spirit.

In order to better understand the behavior of spirits, consider a Light spirit (+spirit) to be a blob of sparkling white energy, then think of a negative spirit (-spirit) as a blob of energy in any of the colors of the spectrum.  In order to recharge, the +spirits gather their energy from the eternal source provided by the universal pure white Light.  The -spirits can’t draw energy directly from the Light, because it doesn’t support negativity.  So, -spirits have a tendency to cluster together and draw their energy from each other.  A dependable way to identify a negative spirit is that it can’t achieve the frequency of pure white Light.

Up until the time that I met Leo Jean I had experienced such a traumatic and negative life, that I thought I must have had a very negative spirit.  Leo explained that, although I had been born with a Light spirit, during the early part of my life my spirit had lost so much strength that it was almost powerless.  To make matters worse, I had allowed several negative spirits to enter me during some traumatic childhood events.  All that had started me on a search, but it wasn’t until I made a sincere request for help from the positive realm of the universe that I found the man who still held knowledge of the Light.  When I rejected all sources of negativity and began to recharge from the pure white Light, my spirit made leaps and bounds in its progress.

How would you know for sure if you’ve accepted any negative spirits?  If you’ve had overpowering thoughts of sadness, self-pity, hopelessness or fear, you’ve accepted emotional negativity.  If you’re ridden with stress, indecisiveness or an inability to concentrate, you’ve accepted mental negativity.  These tendencies would have caused you to attract one or more negative spirits that fed off of the negative energy that you generated.  Most of the time, these beings would just hang around you as interference.  However, some would actively try to get inside your spiritual openings.  If some succeeded in entering your form, you would have started to notice a decline in your overall well-being.

It’s important to realize that most people started out with a negatively-oriented spirit, because Light spirits are not attracted to the Earth.  You might ask: “Why can’t I work with my original spirit, the one I was born with?”  That’s quite a common question, but what if your original spirit doesn’t want to be positive?  What if a much stronger spirit has displaced it? You have a much better opportunity to help yourself if you have a spirit that’s already committed to progress to the Light. Then you can start to work immediately with your ‘new’ spirit to improve your life.

Over the years I’ve worked with many individuals who had participated in spiritual removals from different natural/spiritual/psychic/quantum healers with disappointing results.  What happened was that the well-meaning practitioner housed a negative spirit that was stronger than most of those that they were trying to remove, so the person felt a difference.   Usually, this process involves the exchange of a few negative spirits for a few other negative spirits that have different designs upon the subject, and can result in temporary relief.  Unfortunately, many people have found us only after lengthy and costly searches around the world, like a man who recently called to say that he had travelled all the way to Brazil to work with “John of God”, but found that he was worse off than when he had started.

It’s your choice whether to make the leap into a positive spiritual experience this year.  The most effective way to kick-start your life into the positive realm is to get all the negative spirits cleaned out and to ask for a new Light-committed spirit that’s ideally suited for your body.  When you can see your spirit as a twinkling sparkle of white Light, you’ll know that your spirit is becoming part of the purely positive Light.  We all came from a spiritual state and we’ll eventually end up in a spiritual state.  So, why would you want your spirit to be anything but pure white Light?

Find out how to get started working with your spirit by visiting my website at OnlyPositiveKnowledge.com !

I welcome and value your input~Please feel free to comment! 

*Light: The pure white light of the universe; purely positive energy; not associated with any one religion or deity; I work spiritually with people from every background from around the globe

Dec 31 2011

Help Yourselves to Keep Your Resolutions

Are you making your New Year’s resolutions for 2012?  Do you really want to be able to keep them?  Let’s consider how you can propel your desired changes into a powerful commitment to yourself to keep them.  If you make an effort to direct your ‘self’ at all levels of your being, you’ll be better prepared this year.

I’ve learned that I have several different aspects of my ‘self’ that work for or against me, depending on my awareness.  There’s the ‘I’ that exists in my physical form, the one that maintains my physical body and houses the other parts of me.  ‘I’ ask the other levels of my self to assist me in my daily life and when ‘I’ make commitments to improve my well-being.

My ‘higher self’ knows everything about my life and is prepared to assist me whenever I ask.  My higher self is the memory bank of my entire life from the instant of conception right up to this very moment.  It’s aware of every thought, emotion and action in my life.  I can ask my higher self to help me with memory, problem solving and decisionmaking.  My higher self is also my liaison between my physical self, my inter-dimensional self and my spiritual self.

My ‘inter-dimensional self’ is that part of me that exists in higher dimensional states.  It has the ability to travel outside my body and sometimes allows me to remember those journeys. However, my interdimensional self is susceptible to receiving calls from others and, if permitted, it would respond to those calls by leaving my body to interact at the interdimensional level.  I never permit a response to such calls, since it would leave my physical form vulnerable to negative interference.

My ‘spiritual self’ is the highest level of my being.  My spirit, a sentient being that exists entirely in a spiritual plane of existence, is the most powerful part of me.  It alone has the ability to transcend the physical plane completely.  I’ve learned how to interact with my spirit to improve my wellbeing, and my spirit has a major role in helping me to stay on a positive track.

In order to keep my commitments, there has to be a high degree of resolve, so that the various levels of myself will be able to help me.  So when “I” make a commitment, I’m doing a few things at once:

  1. I’m asking my higher self to help me to accomplish a goal.  My higher self immediately sets in motion the connections needed in my brain to complete that task.
  2. I maintain control of my inter-dimensional self by staying inside my body.  In this way, I no longer accept distractions or interference from that level of existence.  If I’m accepting negative input at the inter-dimensional level and I don’t refuse it properly, I would prevent my spirit from being able to effectively help me.
  3. When I feel any negative interference about the process of keeping a commitment, I refuse the thought or emotion that was triggered.  Then I ask my spirit to return the negativity to its point of origin with the pure white Light.  As I direct my spirit to do this, my spirit instantly sends Light to the source of the negativity, thereby eliminating the interference.  Once the interference is gone, I can resume my positive stance.  This process has to be repeated and is more effective as you gain strength.

In addition to using your component selves to help you to create positive lasting change, you first have to love and accept all parts of yourself as you are.  Then you can change the things that you want to be different.  Only if you refuse and remove negative interference can you expect your higher self or your spirit to help you to keep your commitments.

Now you can begin working with all aspects of yourself in unison, and you should have no problem keeping your resolutions in 2012!

Find out how to get started working with your spirit by visiting my website at OnlyPositiveKnowledge.com !

I welcome and value your input~Please feel free to comment! 

*Light: The pure white light of the universe; purely positive energy; not associated with any one religion or deity; I work spiritually with people from every background from around the globe

Dec 21 2011

What’s in Healing Energy?

Poster of letter received from woman whose terminal cancer was healed by Leo Jean in 1987In order to experience a successful healing, a person should eliminate all other spiritual influences from the process; fully trust their decision to accept the healing; and continue the positive energy momentum into the future.

While I was captivated by children’s receptiveness to Leo Jean’s healing, I was equally interested in the reaction of adults.  When Leo directs the energy of the pure white Light* into the recipient of a healing, an instantaneous physical change can take place.   One notable example from twenty years ago that comes to mind was the case of a 57-year-old Portuguese woman (we’ll call her Teresa), who came from her home in Bermuda to see us in Ontario, Canada.  When Teresa came into Leo’s office, she was carrying some documents that her niece explained were the X-rays that had been taken a few weeks earlier.  Teresa had undergone surgery for lung cancer but, upon looking inside of her right lung, the surgeon had stitched her back up, stating that there was nothing they could do for her.  After Teresa had pulled up her sweater to show us the very large scar that went from her back around her rib cage, she indicated with both hands that the cancer was the size of a grapefruit.

Leo very calmly asked Teresa if she was ready to have the cancer removed.  Teresa shook her head in the affirmative, and said that she was too young to die.  She wanted to continue working at the job she had started over 20 years earlier.  Then Leo asked Teresa if she prayed a lot.  Teresa started to describe how she attended mass every day at the church that was just down the street from her house in Bermuda.  She prayed a lot!  Leo went on to ask Teresa if she would stop praying so that he could perform the healing.  Teresa looked up with tearful eyes and agreed to stop praying, if it was going to help her healing.

Leo explained that, when someone prays, they automatically summon spirits.  In order for Leo to effectively help Teresa, she would have to stop summoning spirits, because they would bring negative energy that would interfere with his work.  Teresa asked if it would be all right to continue to pray and go to church after she was healed.  Leo told Teresa that, if she wanted to do so, that was her concern. As Leo did the initial healing work, she would continue the healing on her own.  She was already feeling much better within a few visits.

On her final visit, Teresa’s husband came in with her to meet us.  He wasn’t happy at all.  When he walked into the room, he blasted out at Leo that his wife was one of the best Catholics he knew, always praying and going to church.  Leo said that it was none of his concern and that he should go wait in the car, since he was interfering with his wife’s healing.  Teresa’s husband stormed out, and she was apologetic.  Once she returned home, she might consider never going back to that church again.

A month later, one of Teresa’s daughters came to receive a healing from Leo.  She told us how Teresa had gone back to her doctor for more X-rays.  The tumor was completely gone already, and the doctor couldn’t explain it.  Teresa was happily back at work and still arguing with her husband about going to church every day. Soon afterward, we received a thank you letter from Teresa with a money order.  It was her custom that a person should send money every month to someone who had saved their life.  We returned a letter stating that she was under no obligation to us.  It had been a pleasure to work with her and to teach her how to work with her spirit.  The following summer her youngest daughter came from Bermuda to see us. (See letter at end of post)

It was such an incredible experience for me to be present during the healing of a terminal cancer!  By abandoning her lifelong habit of summoning spirits, Teresa had chosen to live a positive life without the fear of reprisal from some deity.  The healing energy that Leo had directed into the tumor had effectively destroyed the cancer cells.  Teresa had allowed the healing to take place by proper refusal at the spiritual level and that, in turn, allowed her body to reject the cancer.

Leo cautioned me that not everyone is willing to accept a healing, since many people are clouded by negative thoughts about the process.  Fear and doubt will both cause them to block the healing energy, so a person must feel totally confident about their decision before they make a request for a healing.

Not long after we worked with Teresa, we worked with a woman whose husband was a nuclear physicist.  After Leo successfully worked with his wife, he was so curious about the process that he asked for a healing himself.  Leo casually mentioned that he would like to find an instrument that could somehow measure the Light energy that he emitted during a healing.  Upon his next visit, the physicist brought with him a Roentgen scale that measures X-rays and gamma rays present in an environment. Leo held the small cylindrical device in one hand as he sent the healing energy to his wife through the other.  There was a marked change from the normal setting on the scale.  The physicist lifted his eyebrows a little.  He said he’d leave the meter with us until he returned the following week when it should have reset itself.

The next week when the physicist and his wife arrived, Leo announced that he was going to increase the power that would be measured by holding the Roentgen scale himself.  Leo concentrated his power on the scale and then handed it to the physicist.  The man’s jaw dropped as he took a careful look at the scale that now showed the highest reading.  He shook his head and said he couldn’t believe it.  He said that he had never before heard of this scale ever reaching this point.  In his expert opinion it was impossible.  At that point he told us to keep the scale, since he could never return it to his workplace to be recharged.

We subsequently met an instruments engineer who, upon showing him the Roentgen scale, asked where we had obtained it.  He told us that such an instrument is regularly used in settings where radioactivity is monitored, such as in nuclear plants or around X-ray machines.  We later learned that the nuclear physicist was one of the world’s foremost authorities in his field.  Maybe one day we’ll be able to find a device that will effectively measure the physical properties of the pure white Light that Leo uses in his healing.

As we continue our work together, Leo continues to make advances into the detection and removal of much higher-level negative energy sources.  Twenty years ago we began working at a distance with clients who had initially come to see us in person.  Now we regularly work with people from around the world over the phone, with similar results as though they were in the same room.

The positive flow of healing energy traverses any distance to a willing receiver who properly refuses external spiritual influences, fully trusts in the process and commits to ongoing work with their spirit.

(Note: These events actually happened over 20 years ago; I just changed the names for the purpose of confidentiality.)

Find out how to get started working with your spirit by visiting my website at OnlyPositiveKnowledge.com !

I welcome and value your input~Please feel free to comment! 

*Light: The pure white light of the universe; purely positive energy; not associated with any one religion or deity; I work spiritually with people from every background from around the globe

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How We Heal Across Distance
10 Reasons To Work With Your Spirit
Children’s Choices

Poster of letter received from woman whose terminal cancer was healed by Leo Jean in 1987

Dec 17 2011

Children’s Choices

Leo Jean's pencil crayon painting: "Mermaid"In a follow up to my previous post, “We Are All Spiritual Beings”, I thought it would be fitting to illustrate some of the fundamental principles of working with your spirit.   In order to simplify what it means to make choices with your spirit, I picked out two examples of how children make choices for their own well-being, based on their spiritual orientation (whether they’re positively or negatively oriented). It might help to know that the healing of a child is an exceptional situation, since animals and children are exempt from the effects of placebos (as stated by a medical doctor I once met). Note that the healing process we use entails only the removal of negative spirits and negative energy from the subject and the introduction of a new positively-oriented spirit. Once the healing process is initiated, the participant must do the recommended work on their own to complete their healing.

There are two cases of natural or spiritual healing of children that stand out during the first few years that I worked with Leo Jean. The results exemplified the most negative and most positive reactions by the children working with their replacement spirits.

The first child (we’ll call her Anna) was brought to Leo by her grandmother.  Anna was born blind and her mother died in childbirth in Trinidad.  When her father abandoned her, Anna’s grandmother took custody and brought her to Ontario, Canada.  Over the years, Anna had been taken to many specialists who all agreed that she would never see, for her retinas had never developed and her eyeballs remained the size of an infant’s.  In addition, Anna’s problems included: chronic pneumonia; asthma, which forced her to use a breathing compressor four times daily; deformity of the feet, making her unable to walk without special shoes; many allergies, especially to eggs, dairy products and strawberries; and malnutrition due to lack of appetite.  She had been in regular attendance as a resident at a blind institute and made frequent visits to the Hospital for Sick Kids in Toronto as a result of her many ailments, the most recent being two holes in her lungs. Leo never backed down from any challenge, and I was perplexed at the prospect of being able to help a child whose eyes had never developed.

We met Anna in the summer of 1987, when she was 11 years old.    She was exceptionally bright and very articulate.  She accepted the initial healing and began to do the follow up work on her own at her grandmother’s house.  During the first half-hour healing session, Anna began to cough up a lot of phlegm.  By the fourth session, twelve days later, Anna was regaining her appetite, was walking with more stability, was coughing much less and had reduced by half her time on the asthma control mask.

During the eleventh session, ten days later, Anna demonstrated good control over the movement of her eyelids, which had always remained closed since early childhood.  She had stopped using the breathing compressor a week earlier and was showing good progress with the straightening of her legs and feet.

Three days later, Anna had been scheduled for surgery at Sick Children’s to repair the holes in her lungs, so her grandmother wanted to keep the appointment as a precaution.  When the intern checked Andrea’s lungs and could find nothing wrong with them, she called the specialist who also tested her.  He was amazed that there was no wheezing whatsoever, when only a couple of weeks earlier he had recommended surgery.

By the fourteenth session, one month after her first visit, Anna began to pick up movement and light or shadow.  Her grandmother said that she was watching her closely and that she was really making progress.  One day her grandmother took her to MacDonalds and she ordered her some pancakes.  Only later did she realize that the pancakes were made with eggs, and Anna had had no allergic reaction.  Then Anna began to dream and would wake up in the morning and tell her grandmother about her dreams.  She was describing her dreams in color, but she had never actually been capable of seeing color.  The grandmother checked and learned that blind people don’t dream because they have no visual references with which to formulate images.

During the next month Anna started attending a summer program at the blind institute and much of the work was undone during that time.  When she came to see us at the end of the summer, Leo noticed that Anna was limping again and was no longer excited about the possibility of having eyesight.  He asked her if she wanted to continue with the healing work.  Much to the horror of her grandmother, Anna stated in a very steady voice: “I look forward to my next school term.  I’m going to get an electronic cane and get MS, just like my friend!”  Leo and I said that it was her decision, if that’s what she wanted.

At that point Leo had to console Anna’s grandmother, who was in tears upon hearing that statement.  Anna had just exercised her free will.  That was our signal to back off and allow her to experience exactly what she wanted in life.  It was, after all, her life and, no matter how much her grandmother wanted for her to be healed, she had to want it for herself. This young girl had actually been doing the healing while working with her spirit, while Leo removed the negative influences that interfered with her.  Soon after she had decided to reject the healing and stop working with her spirit, the positive spirit that Leo had provided left and another spirit took over Anna’s form.

The instance of working with another child with a positive outcome shows what wonders can be accomplished when a person fully participates in the healing process.  This time the work involved a 3-year-old boy (we’ll call him Jose) originally from Argentina whose mother had brought him to see Leo because: “He’s always out playing in the mud.  He never wants to pick up a pencil to write or a crayon to draw.”  Jose also had large patches of eczema on both his lower legs, suffered from frequent stomachaches and was afraid to fall asleep at night.  He wasn’t learning English yet, and spoke only Spanish.

On their first visit, Leo asked Jose if he would like a nice spirit like the sparkly one he was holding in his hand.  Jose said that he would like that spirit.  Then he told us that his spirit would grow as big as Leo’s spirit.  I asked him where Leo’s spirit was, and he said: “Right there!” and pointed to his forehead.  Leo showed Jose how to remove the dead and damaged cells from his legs and how to bring in the new healthy cells to take away the red spots and stop the itching.  Jose said: “I will make it all go away.”

Then Leo asked Jose if he would like to use his mind power to make a spoon bend. (It’s something that Leo uses to assure people  that they can direct energy from their mind to use the Light* to perform self-healing by using the same energy to excite the molecules in the metal.)  Little Jose was fascinated with how the spoon bent as Leo held it, and wanted to do it on his own.  We gave him a lesson on how to bend the spoon and he was so happy to be going home to practice.

A week later, when Jose came in to see us, his mother brought her mother to meet us.  Jose’s mother said: “I don’t know what you did, but look at him!  He wanted to wear his best clothes today.”  Jose proudly walked in and told us that he wanted to write everything like we did, as he started to imitate our writing.  His mother and grandmother agreed that he had made significant changes already.  He was picking up his toys and straightening his room.  His attention span was greatly improved and he was suddenly speaking English.  He grinned at Leo and said that he already knew how to speak English as he pulled up his pant leg.  The eczema was gone.  Leo asked him about the other leg.  He said: “This week, this leg.  Next week, the other leg!”  Then he said to his mother, as he motioned upward with his hands: “Leo goes way out, so far and so fast that you can’t even understand.”  He was describing how Leo enters another dimension as he removes spirits.  Jose’s mother was obviously very pleased with the positive outcome of her son’s healing.

Jose’s mother said that he had been practicing with some spoons at their restaurant.  The grandmother looked on with a bit of a frown.  Then Jose said, as he reached for a spoon from the box on the desk: “Look at what I can do!”  The little boy rubbed the spoon at the neck, as we had shown him, while directing his mind energy at that spot.  But, to my utter astonishment, he actually pulled the spoon apart as it made a slight tinkling sound.  I couldn’t believe the power of that little guy’s mind!  Incredible!  However, grandma wasn’t happy.  She muttered: “That’s evil.”  I guess she was religious.

The following week, when Jose came to see us with his mom, he gleefully showed us the other leg, where the eczema had completely cleared up.  He said that he no longer had stomachaches and was no longer afraid to go to sleep in his own bed.  He showed us the writing that he had been practicing.  His mother said that now, when he waited around the restaurant, he was spending more time writing letters and numbers and drawing, instead of crawling around on the floor.   Little Jose will always be one of the most amazing children that I’ve ever had the pleasure to work with.

So, here were two stories of children who had both accepted an initial healing.  Then one child decided that she’d rather stay negative, while the other child made the decision to live a more positive life.  Neither child was right or wrong, and we can’t judge them for the decision they each chose.  We can think that Anna’s condition was way worse and probably wouldn’t have worked.  We’ll never know, because Anna‘s spirit, the one that created her, had made her blind.  Anna’s grandmother wanted her to see, but maybe Anna, at some level, never wanted to see.  Who are we to say?  Young Jose, on the other hand, displayed enormous spiritual knowhow and reveled in it, once he was released from the imbalance of a spirit that wasn’t well suited to his body.  Each child made a choice of what was right for them and they lived on accordingly.

(Note: These events actually happened over 20 years ago; I just changed the names for the purpose of confidentiality.)

Find out how to get started working with your spirit by visiting my website at OnlyPositiveKnowledge.com !

I welcome and value your input~Please feel free to comment! 

*Light: The pure white light of the universe; purely positive energy; not associated with any one religion or deity; I work spiritually with people from every background from around the globe

Dec 14 2011

We’re All Spiritual Beings

Most think of the spiritual world as dauntingly mysterious. It’s an unseen realm in which we all dwell and interact, but most have failed to comprehend its significance in our daily lives.

Many are fascinated with ghosts and paranormal occurrences, while others like to surrender their spirituality to a religious institution.  I had never been satisfied with those interpretations of what exists beyond our physical dimension.  Through my work with Leo Jean, I’ve learned so much more about the spiritual world around us all.

You can think of a spirit as a sentient being without a body. From the instant of our conception, we have a spirit.  Even before conception a spirit has to make a decision whether or not it wants to create and enter a particular body.  Why are so many couples that are physically capable of creating children unable to conceive?  It’s because there’s no spirit that has decided to enter that embryo.  On the other hand, sometimes a spirit will leave, and the woman miscarries. As Leo says: “Without a spirit, there is no life.”

Anyone who owns a pet or has worked with animals will suggest that their animal has a spiritual connection with them.  It goes beyond words with animals.  People feel emotions for their pets and their pets sense energy and emotions from their owners.  That’s because animals have spirits, too.  Their bodies are just equipped differently.

Where did all these spirits come from then, if only a few humans started out on this planet? It’s comparable to the question of what happened before the Big Bang (if there was one).  If there were only a few people on Earth in primitive times, where did all the spirits come from that now exist within the 7 billion people and the billions of animals on our planet?  Well, we could say that the spirits of all those people and creatures came from the microscopic life that existed before these lifeforms came to be formed.  Then, from where did all those spirits possibly originate?

Humans are all born with intuitive skills.  Newborns are intimately connected with the spiritual world, as they adjust to their physical forms.  Infants are in tune with the spiritual realm and they can see and hear spirits in their daily activities.  Toddlers smile when they see a friendly face and will put up a fuss if someone comes up to them that they aren’t familiar with.  In some cases, a toddler will scream hysterically if a particular person comes around them.  That’s because the toddler can see the spirits in and around that person and is rejecting that person.  Infants and toddlers see the faces of the spirits and are reacting to their knowledge of that type of spirit.

There are positive spirits and negative spirits.  The positive spirits will never break a person’s free will, nor will they hang around a negative environment.  Positive spirits make choices.  Negative spirits, on the other hand, have lost their positive knowledge and are engaged in all kinds of negative activities.  For instance, a negative spirit will find an opportunity to enter a screaming toddler in a moment of distress.  The toddler has let down their spiritual defences and has opened one or more of their spiritual openings.  In pops a negative spirit.

Once a child opens one of their spiritual openings, it can lead to more spiritual vulnerability.  If a child closes their spiritual openings, they are better off.  However, usually every time that they endure another emotional outbreak, that same spiritual opening will reopen because it is damaged.  A child that has a very calm demeanour is a child that remains closed to other spirits.

Why would a spirit want to invade someone else’s body?  Sometimes it’s a spirit of a deceased family member that has remained around their relations because they don’t know what else to do or where to go.  They’ve lost their spiritual knowledge, because their former body didn’t know how to direct their spirit.  So they enter a body out of convenience.  Then they don’t have to create a form from scratch.

The next question that arises is what does a spirit do inside of someone else’s body?  That depends on the spirit and how negative it is.  Some spirits will enter or invade a body because they want to cause harm to the original spirit’s creation or to torment a spirit that is housed in another body.

There are destructive spirits that can cause damage to humans.  For instance, a child with ADD can be helped if they allow the removal of the spirit that is causing the problem.  Spirits can be too powerful or will simply not adjust to a human form easily.  This causes an imbalance.  More dramatic signs of ill-suited spirits are when a child suddenly contracts a life-threatening or terminal illness.  Although I respect medical science, sometimes a spiritual solution can be a viable remedy. Very often the change of a child’s spirit will allow their body to heal and give that child a chance at a normal healthy life.  A child can see their spirit as a comforting sparkling light.

What does it mean to work with your spirit?  The children that Leo and I have worked with immediately get it.  They begin to remove the negative influences that have caused their problems and get on with life.  It’s very simple for a child, because they haven’t yet lost all of their inherent spiritual knowledge.  On the other hand, adults are the most difficult to work with, due to their many years of conditioning and loss of spiritual knowhow.  We usually ask the children we work with to describe or draw pictures of ‘the ones that bother them’.  Most children are still so much in tune with the spiritual world and can talk about it in a matter-of-fact way.

How could Leo possibly know how to work with spirits like he does?  From my understanding, Leo never let go of his spiritual knowledge of the Light* throughout his life.  For most of that time, he had to remain quiet about what he knows, because it’s not a generally accepted practice in our society.  Leo is, however, a very steadfast dedicated man and he has endured 90 years without relinquishing his knowledge.

Part of the knowledge that is usually rejected is that which refers to the origin of our spirits.  Again, what caused the Big Bang?  What was there beforehand?  Now scientists are hypothesizing that there is a multiverse and that our universe is just an offshoot, a bubble that is expanding, along with many others.  So, where did all our spirits come from?

From the thousands of people that we’ve worked with around the world, we’ve compiled an immense amount of information about the origins of our spirits. Spirits know no boundaries, and can move freely anywhere throughout the multiverse.  They can cross over into our universe and create a form. The bodies that they create trap them inside the molecular structure, but they can enter and exit through the form’s open spiritual apertures.  A person’s original spirit can exceptionally enter and exit its own form through closed apertures.  Other spirits cannot enter a person’s form if their spiritual openings are closed.   The scary version of all this from the movies causes people to be afraid but, in fact, many people house more than one spirit.

Why would all these spirits be acting in this way?  What’s the point of all this spiritual body-hopping?  From our perspective, this has been continuously happening throughout time on our planet.  Few spirits have any positive knowledge, so they are largely destructive or self-destructive.  They feed on energy, and thrive on the negative energy that they create.  Some are  even too powerful or destructive to exist in a human form.

Our spiritual/natural/quantum healing method provides a solution, as we match positively-oriented spirits to people to create a synchronized balance.  When a person works in harmony with their spirit, they are working with a sole spiritual being that is dedicated to improving their life experience.

Find out how to get started working with your spirit by visiting my website at OnlyPositiveKnowledge.com !

I welcome and value your input~Please feel free to comment! 

*Light: The pure white light of the universe; purely positive energy; not associated with any one religion or deity; I work spiritually with people from every background from around the globe

Dec 10 2011

8. Free to Choose

During the next while I spent as much time with Leo as I could.  I was beginning to make great strides toward recovering from the ordeal I knew as my previous life.  What had happened to me was that, although I had a positive spirit when I was born, I had been constantly subjected to negativity that caused my spirit to lose its positive energy.  Luckily, my spirit was still strong enough to direct me to Leo who had enough knowledge to help me.

Of course I was intrigued by the concept that a person’s spirit, also known as their soul, has energy, just like a thought has energy.  A spirit’s energy can be positive or negative and a person is subject to that energy. Not everyone has a positively-oriented spirit at birth.  In other words, if your spirit thrives on negative energy, then your spirit will respond to negativity.  If your spirit thrives on positive energy, then your spirit will respond to the pure white light of the universe, which is pure positive energy.  It will react and respond according to how you deal with energy from people, places, things and thoughts.

It wasn’t long before I was able to regain control over the addictions I had accepted earlier in life.  Within two months of meeting Leo I was able to quit smoking after having smoked for 15 years, then half my life.  Leo simply made a suggestion that, if I wanted to quit, I alone had to make the decision to do so.  After one memorable struggle through a winter blizzard to go and buy cigarettes, I made that decision with a firm commitment to myself.  Then, each time I had the urge to light up, I simply went back to my commitment and was able to stop myself from giving in.  The cigarettes were no longer in control of me.  After several months I was able to say a final “No, thanks.” to the alcohol that was often offered to me.  I felt so much better about myself for having finally defeated those destructive tendencies!

Once I had regained my equilibrium, Leo asked if I would like to train to be his assistant.  I immediately replied that I could think of no better way to spend my life than to help others who experienced problems of a spiritual nature.  Two years later Leo and I set up an office together and I began to work with people as Leo’s assistant.  As I worked with Leo to solve the plethora of problems faced by our many clients, I realized that certain patterns of human spiritual behavior were emerging.  No one else was dealing with the types of spirits that Leo engaged.

Before too long I made the decision to confront both my abusive ex-husband and the priest that had raped me as a child.  In January of 1988 I went alone to the local courthouse where I petitioned for and was granted a divorce.   The next month, in terrible icy conditions, Leo and I drove all the way from Ontario, Canada to the west coast so that I could face my ex.  I had obtained his address and phone number before we set out and, when we arrived, I called to say that I would be at his house within 5 minutes to meet with him.  On the phone, my ex stated that he had been advised by his doctor not to speak with me, because of his high blood pressure.  When we drove up in front of his house, my ex was leaving with a friend.  He kept his back to me as he walked to his car and I saw that he was actually afraid to face me.  That was a very telling experience, for I realized then that a bully and wife-beater is a coward.  I’m happy to say that I never saw that man again.

The following year I gathered up my courage to phone the Catholic Diocese to find out if Father Lefaive was still alive, and found that he was in a nearby city.  I then called the police to ask how to lay a charge of rape against a priest that was committed in childhood.  The desk sargeant told me that I would have to contact the local courthouse. At the courthouse the clerk told me that, without corroboration, namely someone else who could support my allegations, they couldn’t help me because the statute of limitations had run out.  No one knew about the rape, because I had been threatened with harm to my entire family if I spoke about it!  So I decided to confront that perverted priest in person.

Although I had spoken with the priest and made an appointment to meet with him, when Leo and I arrived he was not at the church as had been arranged.  The next day I called Father Lefaive and spoke with him on the phone.  I asked him if he remembered when he had taken me upstairs from the basement into his bedroom in 1966.  He didn’t recall that.  Then I told him that I was awake during the entire time.  He hastily uttered: “I categorically deny that!”  He dropped the phone and then the line when dead.  After hearing countless legal denials during all of the subsequent scandals of the RC church, it was apparent that the priest had a prepared response.  From my standpoint, in having made those very important attempts to confront my abusers, I had actually overcome my inner fear that had grown exponentially over time.

Later that same year, while I was at the library looking up the names of global organizations that were involved with parapsychology, I glanced at the town of 100 Mile House.  As I read the name of the organization and its director, I saw the name: “Emissaries of the Divine Light”, with Lord Exeter as its head.  Lord Exeter of the House of Lords was the person who had been given the 25,000 acres of land by the Queen of England.  He was operating a cult-like organization in 100 Mile House, B.C.  The directory listed branches in Maple, Ontario and Boulder, Colorado.  I wondered if my ex had known about that cult when he lived in England and had offered me to them in exchange for something.  It was notable that Lord Exeter had used the concept of light for his own dark purpose.  I no longer felt like a victim, but like a survivor.

As I continue to work with my spirit, I feel privileged to be working so closely with Leo Jean.  Over the years he has helped me to determine the solutions to so many problems that I never recognized as having been so detrimental to my well-being.  I’ve learned that my spirit is dependent on me to freely choose whether I accept a negative path or a positive path in life.  Within this positive realm that I’ve chosen is an attainable complex beauty that can only be compared to the ongoing discoveries in the elegant multiverse.  As far as I’m concerned, my existence revolves around the star that is my spirit.

Gloria Romlewski
December 10, 2011 

Dec 7 2011

7. Spiritual Recognition

7. Spiritual Recognition

One of Leo Jean’s Starlike Sculptures

Upon meeting Leo Jean I immediately had life changing experiences that brought me from existing as a vulnerable victim to living as a confident person who is fully responsible for my entire being.   It wasn’t until I saw my spirit for the first time, though, that I really felt a connection to my place in the universe.

My first contact with Leo Jean was so exhilarating!  When I arrived at his office, his large Boxer dog growled hello to me.  Leo told me not to worry, because his dog was providing him with some information about me.  I asked if Leo’s accent was French and he stated that he was Belgian.  He said had intentionally kept his accent although he had left Belgium when he was very young.  When I had phoned to make the appointment, I remember saying before we hung up: “We’re going to be such good friends!”  I felt a little embarrassed about that statement at the time, but it turned out to be so true.

As I started to tell him about the recent events that had unfolded, I felt that I could trust Leo with the entire truth of my situation.  I told him about how my then-husband seemed to have been taken over by some supernatural force, and Leo looked me straight in the eye as he told me that he would help me to comprehend what had occurred.  Then I told him about the simian-like beings that I had encountered when I was a teenager.  He told me that we would deal with all that later.  I also asked Leo if it were possible to learn how to use the other 90% of my brain, and he nodded and stated that we would look into it.

Then Leo suggested that we get to work to help me regain my equilibrium.  First, Leo asked if I would permit him to remove all the negativity from me, including that which had damaged my electromagnetic field.  Then he asked me if I would allow him to help me to close my damaged spiritual openings, so that he could perform a healing. Even though I didn’t know what that meant at the time, I agreed because I believed that Leo knew what he was doing.

Once Leo had worked to close and heal my spiritual openings, and to realign my electrical and electromagnetic fields, he then directed me to close my eyes very gently and to mentally ask my spirit to show itself.  No sooner had the thought crossed my mind that I wanted my spirit to show itself, than it happened.  With my eyes closed, I saw a tiny spark of brilliant white light twinkle, then fade into the distance of my mind’s eye vision.  Wow!  That was my spirit!

For the next few minutes, I was flabbergasted.  For all of my life, previous to this moment, I had been searching for something that would give my life meaning.  Now here it was – my spirit!  I was in awe that I actually had a spirit that could respond to me.  The fairy tale was definitely over.  Now I had the most fundamental element of all with which to pursue my life.  All the fear that religions had instilled in their followers about the consequences of being a non-believer was instantly identified.  As I had always suspected, even as a child, it was all just coercive conditioning.

After that healing session, I felt like such a weight had been lifted from me!  I felt happy again.  It was a distantly familiar feeling that I hadn’t felt since I was at least three years old.  I felt invigorated and bubbly.  I smiled so much that day that my face ached from not having used those facial muscles for so long.

That night I received a call from my then husband.  When I told him about my appointment with Leo, he became very upset and demanded to know why I would ever go to see someone like that.  He implied that those types of people are only interested in preying on troubled women.  I assured him that he was wrong and that he should be happy that I was feeling so much better.  My soon-to-become ex was definitely worried.

Leo had invited me to attend one of his evening classes at the college and I was only too pleased to sit in.  Toward the end he asked if everyone had brought their spoons, because he was going to teach the class about mind power.  The students held up their spoons, and Leo directed them how to use their minds to twist their spoons at the neck.  There were many “Ooh’s” and “Ah’s” as the students focused their mental energy at the spoons and twisted them.  I had never seen anything like it before, and was excited about such a different approach to using one’s mind.

A few days later, Leo invited me to meet with some people that had been working with him for a while.  Some of the people were learning to use their psychic skills to help others in the group.  After the others had left, one of the ladies, a registered nurse, told me that she would like to help me.  She asked Leo to help her look at my ex, so that they could help determine what danger he presented.  She asked for my ex’s name and “looked” at him.  She said she saw a tall man with long stringy hair.  I said that my ex had never worn his hair long.

Only then did I remember that he had told me very early in our relationship that he had lived in England for three years and had let his hair grow while there.  I was impressed by how this woman could perceive him directly.  She said that he had been delving into some very dark knowledge during that time and seemed genuinely disturbed by him.  My ex had always told me that I was never to read about, talk about or even think about anything paranormal.  And here was this woman, telling me that my ex had acquired great knowledge of a dark nature.  I felt a cold chill go up my neck.

Then Leo told the nurse that he was going to have to go into a spiritual battle, because my ex and his ex-wife were now attacking him at the higher level.  Right then I had a déjà vu, as if I had already known that Leo would fight my ex at the higher level.  Leo made the statement that my ex’s ex was even stronger than my ex and that she would have to be dealt with immediately.  I was pretty scared for a few minutes, then the fear turned to relaxation as the negativity subsided.  Leo was stopping the attack of negative energy that those people were directing toward me.

Within two days, my ex phoned to say that he would be arriving in town that night to pick me up.  I immediately called Leo and told him that I was still afraid of my ex.  Leo asked me if I wanted to go back with him and I stated that I clearly did not, but that I was terrified of him.  Leo said that he would allow me to stay with him until he left.  I couldn’t believe that I was actually going to get away from my ex!

That night Leo picked me up and took me to stay with him and his family.  The following day my ex showed up at the door and I hid with my head under a pillow, so that I wouldn’t be able to hear his voice.  I was trembling with fear at the thought of having to see my ex again.  After about fifteen minutes, Leo came to tell me that my ex had left, but that he was probably wasn’t going to give up that easily.  I spent a few days indoors so that he wouldn’t be able to approach me on the street.

After we knew that my ex had left town, Leo told me that he had left something for me.  I was puzzled as he showed me my ex’s wedding ring inside a small bottle.  He took it out and balanced it on its edge on the table.  It was vibrating!  I asked what was wrong with it and Leo said that my ex had placed a curse on the ring.  What we were seeing was the effect of the strong negative energy level within the element of the ring.  If I were to touch my ex’s ring, I would once again fall under his influence and would feel compelled to return to him.  I certainly didn’t want that, so I never touched the ring and immediately got rid of it.  It was interesting that, as I got rid of the ring, I got rid of Mr. Corcoran.

Only then did I begin to realize how little love and respect I had for myself before Leo opened my mind to the unseen reality around us.  Throughout my life I had systematically been giving away my positive energy to the predators that had exploited my good intentions in life.  With so little self-respect, my own self-worth had diminished and I felt trapped within the negative circle of guilt, shame and helplessness that I had drawn for myself.  Over the next few months everything would change, as I began to learn about my spirit and the immense potential that it had always offered but that I had never acknowledged.

 

Dec 3 2011

6. Finding Freedom

As soon as I reentered the motel room, I realized that I had to somehow protect myself from all these people, including my husband, who seemed to have some sort of hidden agenda about me.  There was no reasonable explanation for what the convenience store clerk had said.  How could that stranger know that my ex and I had been arguing the night before? Although I was already shaken enough from the earlier events of that evening, I felt that I was in greater danger than I could imagine.  A surge of anxiety hit me.

While these thoughts were racing through my mind, I started to think about anyone who might be able to help me.  I thought back on my university courses in Spanish literature in which the metaphysical world was often described.  In one of Jorge Luis Borges’ short stories, Borges y Yo, he described his himself as being two people, one who walks in the flesh and one who exists on another level.  I felt like this fittingly described the predicament I had inadvertently found myself in.

Whatever I was experiencing, in some way it was happening on two levels.  The unseen force that had pressed me down toward the floor, the change in my ex-husband’s eyes, the dilated pupils of everyone I had encountered earlier that day, and then the store clerk’s bizarre statements.  What did it all mean?  Who were these people and what could they possibly want with me?  What had happened to my ex-husband and was he aware of his alteration?  Then I was hit with the possibility of having been victimized by the people that ran the town.  Maybe they were preying on me, because of my ex’s secret involvement with them.  Or maybe it was something else.

My next thought was that I wasn’t safe in that motel room, so I would have to leave immediately.  I gathered up the few things that I had brought with me, and started to walk down the highway.  I decided that I would try and hitch a ride with a truck driver, since there was no other traffic at that time of night.  A couple of trucks drove by, but didn’t stop.  As I walked down the highway I could hear the constant howling of the wind in my ears, similar to what I had heard the night before at the cabin.

As I passed the sign that read: “You are now leaving 100 Mile House”, suddenly the howling wind stopped and I felt relieved and almost peaceful.  I calculated that, if I had to walk all the way to the next little town, it would have taken me at least until morning.  I was determined to walk the 7-mile distance, and pulled my woolen hat over my ears.  There was no traffic; it was mid-February and no one was on the road at that time of night.  I looked up at the sky full of stars and wondered if those beings that I had seen when I was a teenager could possibly be aware of my predicament.  I hadn’t thought about them for many years, yet the memory brought me some comfort.

Then I noticed a police car drive by.  I continued to walk, hoping that they would leave me alone.  They drove past on the other side of the highway, slowing down to take a look at me.  The driver opened his window and asked where I was going.  I indicated with my hand that I was heading in the direction to which I was walking.   They drove away again.

By this time I was concerned about who these policemen might be and if they might have been sent by the townspeople.  The car came up behind me again, and followed me slowly up the highway for about five minutes.  I then decided that I would cross the road, so that they wouldn’t drive up beside me.  I started walking in the same direction and noticed that the police car had stopped.

Then I sensed that someone was behind me.  I started to walk faster, and could definitely feel someone coming up behind me.  As I turned to look at who was following me, I saw a very tall upright being with large curly horns on his head.  It looked like a satyr from Greek mythology.  Whatever it was, it must have been at least seven feet tall.  Then, as it reached out to grab my shoulder, I saw a police officer in uniform.  He started pulling me across the road to the police vehicle, as I protested.  Once we arrived at the car, the other officer got out and together they tried to push me into the back seat of their cruiser, as I placed my hands and legs against the car to prevent them from pushing me inside.  They were ripping my jacket apart, when one of them pulled off my hat and pulled my hair really hard.  I released my grip and they tossed me into the cruiser.

I spent that night in the hospital, where I was observed by a couple of psychologists; one was a bit sinister, while the other seemed friendly.  In the morning my ex just happened to show up in my room.  Oddly, his eyes were once again blue, but much bluer than they had been previously.  I refrained from commenting, but asked him how he knew that I was there.  He said that he had gone to see his lawyer the night before, when I had disappeared from the cabin, and that the lawyer had told him that morning that I had been admitted.  Since I wasn’t aware of any lawyer in that town, I suspected that he was lying.

Even though I knew that my ex could not be trusted, I figured that I had to go along with him, since I had no other way out of town.  The next day my ex announced that we were leaving to go down to Vancouver.  When he picked me up at the hospital he had already packed my suitcase, so I never had to return to the cabin.  We drove most of the way in silence.  It was like I never even knew the man.

En route, I told my ex that I wanted to go and visit my family, because I felt so ashamed of myself for the way that I had been living my life.  We also discussed the times when he had hit me, and he told me that he couldn’t recall those incidents at all.  He said that he simply blacked out and didn’t remember.  I couldn’t believe anything he said at that point.

When we arrived in the city, my ex decided that he would check me into an outpatient clinic for the weekend.  I spent three days being interviewed by psychiatrists and being subjected to group therapy.  I was well aware that I couldn’t discuss what had happened at the cabin and in 100 Mile House and just tried to rest.  I learned that I had lost 15 pounds during the previous two weeks, and acknowledged that I needed to look after myself better.

Then my ex returned with the good news that I would be on a flight the next morning.  We stayed in a hotel that night; it was Valentine’s Day and I pretended that it was a special time.  When he offered me a glass of wine at dinner, I could barely raise the glass to my lips without shaking.  It all had to stop.

During the flight I reviewed the events that had just transpired and could think of no apparent reason for them.  Yet I knew that I had to find someone to help me to deal with what I then called supernatural phenomena. The person I would seek would be someone whose knowledge surpassed what the medical community understood.  I didn’t really know who I was looking for, but I knew that I had to find the right person.

When I arrived in the city where I had been raised, I asked one of my sisters if she knew of anyone in the area who dealt with supernatural events.  She told me that there was someone teaching parapsychology at the local college and that might be a good place to start.

That was the turning point in my life, for that was how I met Leo Jean.  Soon I would learn more about myself than I ever imagined.  And I would finally learn to work with my spirit.

Nov 23 2011

3. Living with Abuse

Although I sometimes pondered my telepathic and visual encounter with those beings, I wasn’t able to talk about it for fear of being ridiculed.  My solution was to set it aside in my mind and hope to deal with it later, as I had done with the early abuse events.  As I grew older, however, I still found it difficult to fit in and seemed to spend a lot more time alone.

During my last year of secondary school, after which I had planned to go on to university to study to become a teacher, my math teacher announced to all the students that, since there was a surplus of teachers in the system, anyone who planned to become a teacher should think of another career.  I was going to pursue a teaching career because I thought I would be able to afford the one-term university requirement. Since I really didn’t know what else I wanted to do and I certainly wasn’t going to go back to the student counselor’s office, I decided to enter the work force.  I didn’t want to continue to live at home and sponge off of my parents, so I found a job as a sales clerk in a trendy clothing store.  It wasn’t long before I moved to a nearby city to share an apartment with my sister.

After a few months my sister was offered a job in Vancouver, British Columbia, so she left and I lived on my own for several months.  Then I followed my sister out west, when her firm offered me a job as a junior accounting clerk at their head office in Vancouver.  I lived with my sister for a month until she moved in with her boyfriend, and I had to find my own apartment.  After a year the firm moved to New Jersey.  Since I didn’t want to move east, I found other work and saved my money, so that I could travel.

During the summers that I was turning 19 and 20, I made a couple of solo trips to Europe, where I traveled to France, Spain and the Netherlands.  My main interest was to take in the culture, but I also met many people along the way.  At the Rijksmuseum in Amsterdam I saw the largest painting I had ever imagined: Rembrandt’s The Night Watch.  While in France I toured Versailles when the palace was still in restoration.  In Madrid I visited El Prado, in Barcelona I enjoyed Gaudi’s architectural works and in Granada I was fascinated by El Alhambra before it was restored.  Apart from my cultural tours I spent several weeks in southern Spain on the Balearic Islands of Mallorca and Ibiza.

Just prior to making my first trip to Europe I met a married man who was twice my age.  When I returned we dated and he showed me a carving of a woman’s face made from a deer horn.  He told me that a woodsman had carved it for him and that it represented his ideal woman.  For the first 5 years I was hopeful about our relationship, although he had a small son from his marriage and kept promising to divorce his wife.  I wasn’t really keen on getting married, because I didn’t really believe in the fairy tale but, after 7 years, Mr. Corcoran convinced me to tie the knot.  That was one of the worst decisions of my life.

Before the marriage my ex was intent upon coaching me in life.  Even though he had very little to show for his own accomplishments, I was young and impressionable and allowed his guidance.  At the age of 20 he helped me to buy my first property, a farm in eastern Ontario, Canada where I started my first company, a concrete-breaking and excavating venture.  By the time I was 24 I was the general contractor for the development of a subdivision adjacent to Whistler Mountain, B.C., the site of the recent 2010 Winter Olympics.  I bought a house and started taking university courses at Simon Fraser University during the winter months.  I loved going to classes and studying.  It gave me energy and resilience, while the darkness of my relationship developed.

My ex-husband turned out to be abusive, both psychologically and physically.  Not only was I part-time mother to his son but I was, on many occasions, host to his ex-wife when she returned from her trips around the world.   My ex expected me to welcome her because she was Jesse’s mother.  At that time the experience of pseudo-motherhood was exhilarating; my stepson became my best friend; and I loved the periods of time when he was with us.  Although I had hoped to have children myself, it was fortunate that I did not succeed with that man.

The first incident of abuse made me feel like I was somehow to blame for making my ex-husband angry.  His niece had come to visit and was staying with us for a few days.  As my ex and I lay in bed on the first evening of her visit, he asked me very casually what I was thinking.  I mistakenly told him what was on my mind – “Wouldn’t it be nice if my two youngest brothers could come to visit?”  Out of nowhere came a punch to one side of my upper face.  I screamed out and he went into a rage.  He had always come across with the demeanor of a nice guy, especially with all of his many friends and family.  His niece called from the next room to see if everything was okay, and he told her it was.  The next day I had a swollen black eye that I had to cover up with sunglasses so that I could attend my university classes.  What kind of person was this?  How could he possibly hurt me?  I had always told myself that, if a man ever hit me, I’d leave him immediately.  That was one promise to myself that I sadly never kept.

The second time that my ex hit me was about 2 years later, after we had gone to a popular bar in the Whistler Town Center.  It was the first time that I was asked to go to that establishment, since it was full of after-work men from the various construction sites.  I remember chatting for a few minutes with one of the subcontractors on our job then, in the truck afterward, my husband stopped and turned off the ignition.  He started pummeling my face with his closed fists, as I raised my hands to try and fend off his blows.  I learned at that moment that he was an insanely jealous and angry man.  I didn’t know what to do, other than remain quiet and sobbing, as he ranted on about how I had embarrassed him by talking to another man.  I was terrified.  I was too afraid of him; of what I would do next; and of failing in the relationship.  Yes, I was afraid to fail in the relationship.  I somehow blamed myself for what had happened.

However, I was also afraid that I might have permanent damage to my face the next morning when I woke up covered in bruises.  I slipped away to the nearest town, 40 miles away, with the excuse of going to the bank and grocery store.  While there, I went to the emergency unit of the Squamish Hospital to ask a doctor to check out my wounds.  The female doctor told me that I was going to be all right, but that she was bound to report any such abuse to the police.  I begged her not to do that, since I was terrified that my husband would have killed me in retaliation.  I don’t know whether the incident was ever reported, but I never received a visit from the RCMP.

Along with the physical violence, there was constant psychological abuse from my ex who turned out to be an incorrigible alcoholic.  While I was attending university, he always came adorned with plenty of alcohol and friends at exam time. As a teenager I had become accustomed to partying with my friends on weekends but, with my ex, it had become the life of an alcoholic and I had no friends of my own.  Once, when I tried to quit smoking, he offered me a cigarette after three months, and I accepted.  He would never allow me to succeed or be happy at anything.  It all had to be for him, or not at all.

The third and last time that my ex hit me was when one of his friend’s friends asked us over for drinks one evening during the holidays.  I chatted with one of the guys, who happened to be a dentist.  My ex had made certain that I had my teeth repaired when we first met, kind of like making sure that the horse you bought had good teeth.  I remember telling the dentist that the dentist that repaired my teeth had asked me out for drinks after one visit.  After I said that, I walked by my ex and he punched me right in the solar plexus.  Out of breath, I stumbled out of the house and walked several blocks to our place, where I decided that I would try and hide from him.  I was still in shock and started to walk aimlessly away.  After a couple of hours I had to face him again but, by then, my trust had turned to fear.  I was becoming conditioned by the abuse and would continue to try and please him.

In 1983, just after I had completed a successful semester at university, my ex-husband decided that he would take me far away from the city, to the middle of nowhere, so that his control could be absolute.  When I finally gained the courage to leave him, it would be like living a nightmare, only I would be fully awake and would have to survive the terror alone.

Nov 19 2011

2. Early Flat Screen Presentation

Quick sketch of the beings I saw when I was 15 years old.

If only I had known how to work with my spirit when I was a child!  It would have made my life so much simpler, happier and meaningful.  Instead I had been subjected to intense early religious conditioning, and had already begun to condition others when I was stripped of my innocence at such a young age.  In retrospect, I realize that had to undergo those experiences in order to search outside known boundaries to find my way.

As a child I always strived for excellence in whatever I did.  My schoolwork was impeccable.   When I skipped the 5th grade and entered into the 6th (at age 10), my marks continued at the top of the class.  Then I entered junior high and my shyness became intolerable.  As I excelled in my classes, my new classmates greeted me with gests.  I wanted to fit in and to be popular, and my marks began to reflect this attitude.  Although I was still getting above average grades, I couldn’t stand to stand out as an intellectual.

I took two tests in secondary school that had any significance as I emerged from that educational experience.  One was a test that predicted what sort of profession best suited me.  I was surprised to find that I should work toward being a scientist.  The second test was a North American IQ test that was distributed in 1970-1 when I was fifteen.  When I was called to the guidance counselor’s office to learn my test score, he told me that I had scored a 98.5 out of 100, and that this represented that I was in the top 1.5% of all the students that had taken the test.   I was embarrassed and probably blushed.  Then he asked me if I had cheated.  What?  How could he possibly accuse me of having cheated on an IQ test for which each student was tested in a controlled setting.  When I replied that I had not and could not have cheated, the counselor told me that it seemed impossible.  As I sat there in disbelief, Mr. Delorme told me that the only other student in the entire school that had received the same score was the 12-year-old new student from Scotland.  Yes, the genius that everyone made fun of and that eventually started acting like a clown to stop the jeers and teasing.  I repeated my statement that I had not cheated, and the counselor looked at me with disdain.  I was humiliated as I left his office.  I had just been falsely accused of cheating, and felt like I was being punished.

Later that school year in May of 1971, I was out with my girlfriends walking around at the newest fast food place around 7:00 in the evening.  We had just sat down to have something to eat inside the Red Barn Restaurant when I heard someone calling my name: “Gloria!”  I looked around, but I didn’t see anyone calling me.  Again I heard my name: “Gloria!”  I looked around again and asked my girlfriends if they knew who was calling me, but they shrugged and continued to talk.  Finally, again I heard my name: “Gloria!”  And I looked up at the wall in front of me.

There on the wall was a sort of movie screen that had opened up.  On the screen I saw the person that had been calling me.  He walked up to the front of the screen and started speaking directly to me with his eyes focused on me, but his lips didn’t move.  His voice was clear and he spoke in perfect English into my mind.

As the speaker spoke to me I looked around the room that he was standing in on the apparent screen.  There on both sides of the room were what appeared to be light-gray-colored control panels with colored lights on them.  Seated in front of the panels were five other people.  Everyone was wearing garnet-colored jumpsuits with a short standup collar and a V-shape pattern on the chest.  Two of the others were females, but they all looked like a different race of people.  They all had simian-style faces, with straight black hair that was pushed back from their faces and cropped at the shoulders.  Physically they all had healthy adult forms, just like humans.

When the speaker made contact with me, they all looked up and seemed to all be listening in on our conversation.  Just as they all turned to look at me, another male being walked into the room through an open doorway and, with his hands behind his back, he stood at the back of the room and watched.  It was all quite friendly and calm.

The speaker continued to speak into my mind and I felt a connection to someone long known or awaited.  I was transfixed upon the screen as the communication continued.  As they prepared to end our communication, I was left with the following phrase: “This life you lead is a test.  In order to pass, you must learn the natural law.”  I also somehow understood that they would be continuing to observe me from their vantage point.

Once the screen disappeared, I looked at my girlfriends and asked: “Did you see that?”  They said they hadn’t seen anything and wondered what I was talking about.  I was astonished and asked in wonder: “You mean you didn’t see those people right there?”

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Gloria c.1970

I pointed up at the wall, and they looked at me strangely.  No, they hadn’t seen anyone up on the wall and I should keep my voice down, because people were looking at me.  So I asked: “So, what was I doing?”  My girlfriends told me in hushed voices that I was staring up at the wall for five minutes, and that my face was all red.  That was it.

The next few moments made me question what I had just seen and heard, because my girlfriends were obviously not in on the conversation.  So, if they didn’t see or hear it, then I had been the only subject of the communication.  Fine.  I would deal with this on my own.  The thing that bothered me most was that I had been in telepathic communication for five minutes, but could only remember the parting message: “This life you lead is a test.  In order to pass, you must learn the natural law.”

After whispering to my girlfriends about what had happened to me and receiving their feedback to keep it quiet, that’s what I did.  I never spoke about it to anyone again for years, thinking that it was better that people didn’t know about my contact experience.  It wasn’t until 15 more years had passed that I was able to begin to digest and deal with what had occurred in the restaurant.

From my perspective, my experience was a confirmation that more exists outside our normal realm of existence than is apparent.

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Nov 19 2011

1. Early Impetus

My life changed significantly when I learned to work with my spirit over 25 years ago, and I could then view my existence in a whole new perspective.  Perhaps my story will inspire you to work with your spirit as you search for meaning in your life.

Ever since I was a young child I pondered the reason for my existence.  How did we come to be on this planet and for what purpose are we here?  Burdened with a childhood steeped in deep religious doctrine, I began to break away at the age of 8, at least in my thoughts, from the notion that God was the most important factor in my life.  It was at that time that I remember lying in bed and saying to myself: “I’m not worthy to be married to God.”  I had just decided that I didn’t want to be a nun, as my mother had been nurturing me to be up to that point.

It wasn’t the first time that I had questioned catholic doctrine as a child, like in the first grade.  My teacher was telling my class all about how our religion doesn’t worship pagan gods, statues or idols.  I put up my hand and asked the legitimate question: “But what about all the statues in our church?”  That question met with firm facial disapproval by the teacher, as she quickly changed the subject.

Later on in 1966, at the age of 10, I was still trying to meet the standards that every “good” catholic girl is supposed to strive for.  I had excelled in my catholic studies and was already “confirmed” by the bishop.  In the spring I volunteered to teach religious doctrine by introducing the catechism to 1st grade catholic children who were attending the local protestant school.  Two other students had also volunteered and we met in the church basement on Wednesdays after school.  After our class on the third week, I decided to show my fellow instructors how to make prank calls on the phone in the basement kitchen, like one of my sisters had done a few days earlier.  We were laughing away at one of the calls, when a voice came on the phone, obviously the priest who had picked up the receiver upstairs, telling us to stay right were we were.

An endless minute later, Father LeFaive came charging down an interior stairway (that I never knew existed) and broke open the door.  He was livid with anger, asking who was responsible for talking on his phone.  Being the ultimate honest child, I admitted my guilt and the priest told the other children to go home.  He pointed to a tray of plastic glasses on the counter of the kitchen, and ordered me to bring it upstairs for him.  I climbed the stairs with the tray of plastic glasses with such fear of punishment that I could barely breathe.  I knew that I was in deep trouble when the priest told my mother what I had done.

To my surprise, when we entered the upstairs doorway, we entered into the priest’s kitchen, not into the church itself.  My heart was pounding with fear by then, as the good father told me to put the tray down on the counter.  Then he told me to go through the archway leading into the hallway but, instead of turning right and going into the vestry, he pointed over my shoulder to go through the doorway straight ahead.  As I entered the room I saw that it was the priest’s bedroom.  The bed was immediately to my left, while I remember looking at myself in the mirror on the opposite wall.  I wondered what he was going to do, as I watched him in the mirror.

Well, it didn’t take but a few seconds upon entering the room, when Father LeFaive told me to lie down on the bed.  Of course, I did so immediately.  He was, after all, my priest.  I saw him undoing his belt, and so I thought that he was going to beat me.  However, as I was entering a state of panic, he told me to close my eyes and go to sleep.  I remember peaking through my almost-closed eyelids as I watched the priest and I went into some sort of altered state as I left my body to the sexual punishment meted out by that sick man of god (I omitted the capitalization on purpose).  When I returned to consciousness, my clothes were back on and we were in the vestry.  Father LeFaive looked me square in the eyes and said to me, in no uncertain terms: “Run home now, or you’ll be late.  You can’t tell anyone what happened.  If you ever tell your mother or anyone, the devil will punish your entire family!”

Wow!  That kind of ended my belief in any kind of benevolent deity.  So my search for a real meaning to my life began in earnest.  When I was a disgruntled teenager (no wonder!) I asked my mother on a few occasions why the priest would have taken me into his bedroom.  My mother would be so indignant when I brought up that subject that it took a lot of courage for me to break into such conversations.  Her response was always to shrug and say that I must have seen the inside of the priest’s house from the vestry or gone in when my younger brothers were altar boys.  Then, as I would try to relate the exact details to explain what had happened, she never listened, and always insisted that I was mistaken.  Her religious beliefs blinded her to my plight, and our relationship became intolerable.

Something similar had happened when I was 6 years old, on my first sleepover at one of my classmate’s.  Our moms were best friends; my mother was the choir leader at our little church in the village, and her mother sang alongside her.   My friend’s father was one of the two village policemen, and he used to sit in his easy chair in the livingroom and shout out orders.  During the night, as my friend and I lay asleep in her bed together, I woke up to find that her father was pulling me down to the foot of the bed.  I asked him what he was doing, and he told me to go back to sleep.  I watched as he pulled my girlfriend down, then I went back to sleep.  In the morning, when my friend’s mother asked me how I slept, I told her that her husband had “come in and woke us up”.  She dismissed my statement stating that he had just gone to use the bathroom.  When my mother arrived to pick me up, I immediately told her about being awakened in the middle of the night, and the other woman looked at her and explained that he had just gone to use the bathroom.

As I grew into adulthood I always remembered these events vividly, but I never dealt with the emotional impact that they had on me.  My mother, who was supposed to be my most trusted guardian, could only dismiss my allegations as some sort of imaginary concoction or misinterpretation of the events.  As a result of my fear of reprisal from the church and my mother’s non-action, I learned to keep things to myself after that.  Since these two very notable experiences had happened during my primary development years, I was hardly able to deal with them on my own.  At home I was nicknamed “Gluck”, short for “Gloria the Suck”, because I was always crying for my mother.

As a result of my early childhood experiences, I was extremely shy. Although I was able to articulate my viewpoints with my close friends, I was unable to master any form of communication with groups.  Instead, I would utter some silly phrase or out-of-context comment that would make others look at me strangely.  As a teenager I decided that I wasn’t going to follow the path that everyone else was heading for.  I couldn’t, because I had these terrible secrets, and felt I would never fit in.  So I abandoned the ideals that had been presented to me as a child, and began to search for more meaning in my life.  I felt there was something terribly hypocritical about the trappings of a so-called normal life, so I decided that I would seek that which was real.  At least what was real to me.

I wanted to know about my purpose here.  I didn’t want a fairy tale.  Then at age fifteen, I had some of the most profound five minutes of my life, when I was presented with the seeds to my quest for substance in my existence.