Dec 31 2011

Help Yourselves to Keep Your Resolutions

Are you making your New Year’s resolutions for 2012? Do you really want to be able to keep them? Let’s consider how you can propel your desired changes into a powerful commitment to yourself to keep them. If you make an effort to direct your ‘self’ at all levels of your being, you’ll be better prepared this year.

I’ve learned that I have several different aspects of my ‘self’ that work for or against me, depending on my awareness. There’s the ‘I’ that exists in my physical form, the one that maintains my physical body and houses the other parts of me. ‘I’ ask the other levels of my self to assist me in my daily life and when ‘I’ make commitments to improve my well-being.

My ‘higher self’ knows everything about my life and is prepared to assist me whenever I ask. My higher self is the memory bank of my entire life from the instant of conception right up to this very moment. It’s aware of every thought, emotion and action in my life. I can ask my higher self to help me with memory, problem solving and decisionmaking. My higher self is also my liaison between my physical self, my inter-dimensional self and my spiritual self.

My ‘inter-dimensional self’ is that part of me that exists in higher dimensional states. It has the ability to travel outside my body and sometimes allows me to remember those journeys. However, my interdimensional self is susceptible to receiving calls from others and, if permitted, it would respond to those calls by leaving my body to interact at the interdimensional level. I never permit a response to such calls, since it would leave my physical form vulnerable to negative interference.

My ‘spiritual self’ is the highest level of my being. My spirit, a sentient being that exists entirely in a spiritual plane of existence, is the most powerful part of me. It alone has the ability to transcend the physical plane completely. I’ve learned how to interact with my spirit to improve my wellbeing, and my spirit has a major role in helping me to stay on a positive track.

In order to keep my commitments, there has to be a high degree of resolve, so that the various levels of myself will be able to help me. So when “I” make a commitment, I’m doing a few things at once:

I’m asking my higher self to help me to accomplish a goal. My higher self immediately sets in motion the connections needed in my brain to complete that task.
I maintain control of my inter-dimensional self by staying inside my body. In this way, I no longer accept distractions or interference from that level of existence. If I’m accepting negative input at the inter-dimensional level and I don’t refuse it properly, I would prevent my spirit from being able to effectively help me.
When I feel any negative interference about the process of keeping a commitment, I refuse the thought or emotion that was triggered. Then I ask my spirit to return the negativity to its point of origin with the pure white Light. As I direct my spirit to do this, my spirit instantly sends Light to the source of the negativity, thereby eliminating the interference. Once the interference is gone, I can resume my positive stance. This process has to be repeated and is more effective as you gain strength.

In addition to using your component selves to help you to create positive lasting change, you first have to love and accept all parts of yourself as you are. Then you can change the things that you want to be different. Only if you refuse and remove negative interference can you expect your higher self or your spirit to help you to keep your commitments.

Now you can begin working with all aspects of yourself in unison, and you should have no problem keeping your resolutions in 2012!

Find out how to get started working with your spirit by visiting my website at OnlyPositiveKnowledge.com !

I welcome and value your input~Please feel free to comment!

*Light: The pure white light of the universe; purely positive energy; not associated with any one religion or deity; I work spiritually with people from every background from around the globe

Dec 21 2011

What’s in Healing Energy?

In order to experience a successful healing, a person should eliminate all other spiritual influences from the process; fully trust their decision to accept the healing; and continue the positive energy momentum into the future.

While I was captivated by children’s receptiveness to Leo Jean’s healing, I was equally interested in the reaction of adults. When Leo directs the energy of the pure white Light* into the recipient of a healing, an instantaneous physical change can take place. One notable example from twenty years ago that comes to mind was the case of a 57-year-old Portuguese woman (we’ll call her Teresa), who came from her home in Bermuda to see us in Ontario, Canada. When Teresa came into Leo’s office, she was carrying some documents that her niece explained were the X-rays that had been taken a few weeks earlier. Teresa had undergone surgery for lung cancer but, upon looking inside of her right lung, the surgeon had stitched her back up, stating that there was nothing they could do for her. After Teresa had pulled up her sweater to show us the very large scar that went from her back around her rib cage, she indicated with both hands that the cancer was the size of a grapefruit.

Leo very calmly asked Teresa if she was ready to have the cancer removed. Teresa shook her head in the affirmative, and said that she was too young to die. She wanted to continue working at the job she had started over 20 years earlier. Then Leo asked Teresa if she prayed a lot. Teresa started to describe how she attended mass every day at the church that was just down the street from her house in Bermuda. She prayed a lot! Leo went on to ask Teresa if she would stop praying so that he could perform the healing. Teresa looked up with tearful eyes and agreed to stop praying, if it was going to help her healing.

Leo explained that, when someone prays, they automatically summon spirits. In order for Leo to effectively help Teresa, she would have to stop summoning spirits, because they would bring negative energy that would interfere with his work. Teresa asked if it would be all right to continue to pray and go to church after she was healed. Leo told Teresa that, if she wanted to do so, that was her concern. As Leo did the initial healing work, she would continue the healing on her own. She was already feeling much better within a few visits.

On her final visit, Teresa’s husband came in with her to meet us. He wasn’t happy at all. When he walked into the room, he blasted out at Leo that his wife was one of the best Catholics he knew, always praying and going to church. Leo said that it was none of his concern and that he should go wait in the car, since he was interfering with his wife’s healing. Teresa’s husband stormed out, and she was apologetic. Once she returned home, she might consider never going back to that church again.

A month later, one of Teresa’s daughters came to receive a healing from Leo. She told us how Teresa had gone back to her doctor for more X-rays. The tumor was completely gone already, and the doctor couldn’t explain it. Teresa was happily back at work and still arguing with her husband about going to church every day. Soon afterward, we received a thank you letter from Teresa with a money order. It was her custom that a person should send money every month to someone who had saved their life. We returned a letter stating that she was under no obligation to us. It had been a pleasure to work with her and to teach her how to work with her spirit. The following summer her youngest daughter came from Bermuda to see us. (See letter at end of post)

It was such an incredible experience for me to be present during the healing of a terminal cancer! By abandoning her lifelong habit of summoning spirits, Teresa had chosen to live a positive life without the fear of reprisal from some deity. The healing energy that Leo had directed into the tumor had effectively destroyed the cancer cells. Teresa had allowed the healing to take place by proper refusal at the spiritual level and that, in turn, allowed her body to reject the cancer.

Leo cautioned me that not everyone is willing to accept a healing, since many people are clouded by negative thoughts about the process. Fear and doubt will both cause them to block the healing energy, so a person must feel totally confident about their decision before they make a request for a healing.

Not long after we worked with Teresa, we worked with a woman whose husband was a nuclear physicist. After Leo successfully worked with his wife, he was so curious about the process that he asked for a healing himself. Leo casually mentioned that he would like to find an instrument that could somehow measure the Light energy that he emitted during a healing. Upon his next visit, the physicist brought with him a Roentgen scale that measures X-rays and gamma rays present in an environment. Leo held the small cylindrical device in one hand as he sent the healing energy to his wife through the other. There was a marked change from the normal setting on the scale. The physicist lifted his eyebrows a little. He said he’d leave the meter with us until he returned the following week when it should have reset itself.

The next week when the physicist and his wife arrived, Leo announced that he was going to increase the power that would be measured by holding the Roentgen scale himself. Leo concentrated his power on the scale and then handed it to the physicist. The man’s jaw dropped as he took a careful look at the scale that now showed the highest reading. He shook his head and said he couldn’t believe it. He said that he had never before heard of this scale ever reaching this point. In his expert opinion it was impossible. At that point he told us to keep the scale, since he could never return it to his workplace to be recharged.

We subsequently met an instruments engineer who, upon showing him the Roentgen scale, asked where we had obtained it. He told us that such an instrument is regularly used in settings where radioactivity is monitored, such as in nuclear plants or around X-ray machines. We later learned that the nuclear physicist was one of the world’s foremost authorities in his field. Maybe one day we’ll be able to find a device that will effectively measure the physical properties of the pure white Light that Leo uses in his healing.

As we continue our work together, Leo continues to make advances into the detection and removal of much higher-level negative energy sources. Twenty years ago we began working at a distance with clients who had initially come to see us in person. Now we regularly work with people from around the world over the phone, with similar results as though they were in the same room.

The positive flow of healing energy traverses any distance to a willing receiver who properly refuses external spiritual influences, fully trusts in the process and commits to ongoing work with their spirit.

(Note: These events actually happened over 20 years ago; I just changed the names for the purpose of confidentiality.)

Find out how to get started working with your spirit by visiting my website at OnlyPositiveKnowledge.com !

I welcome and value your input~Please feel free to comment!

*Light: The pure white light of the universe; purely positive energy; not associated with any one religion or deity; I work spiritually with people from every background from around the globe

How We Heal Across Distance
10 Reasons To Work With Your Spirit
Children’s Choices

Dec 17 2011

Children’s Choices

In a follow up to my previous post, “We Are All Spiritual Beings”, I thought it would be fitting to illustrate some of the fundamental principles of working with your spirit. In order to simplify what it means to make choices with your spirit, I picked out two examples of how children make choices for their own well-being, based on their spiritual orientation (whether they’re positively or negatively oriented). It might help to know that the healing of a child is an exceptional situation, since animals and children are exempt from the effects of placebos (as stated by a medical doctor I once met). Note that the healing process we use entails only the removal of negative spirits and negative energy from the subject and the introduction of a new positively-oriented spirit. Once the healing process is initiated, the participant must do the recommended work on their own to complete their healing.

There are two cases of natural or spiritual healing of children that stand out during the first few years that I worked with Leo Jean. The results exemplified the most negative and most positive reactions by the children working with their replacement spirits.

The first child (we’ll call her Anna) was brought to Leo by her grandmother. Anna was born blind and her mother died in childbirth in Trinidad. When her father abandoned her, Anna’s grandmother took custody and brought her to Ontario, Canada. Over the years, Anna had been taken to many specialists who all agreed that she would never see, for her retinas had never developed and her eyeballs remained the size of an infant’s. In addition, Anna’s problems included: chronic pneumonia; asthma, which forced her to use a breathing compressor four times daily; deformity of the feet, making her unable to walk without special shoes; many allergies, especially to eggs, dairy products and strawberries; and malnutrition due to lack of appetite. She had been in regular attendance as a resident at a blind institute and made frequent visits to the Hospital for Sick Kids in Toronto as a result of her many ailments, the most recent being two holes in her lungs. Leo never backed down from any challenge, and I was perplexed at the prospect of being able to help a child whose eyes had never developed.

We met Anna in the summer of 1987, when she was 11 years old. She was exceptionally bright and very articulate. She accepted the initial healing and began to do the follow up work on her own at her grandmother’s house. During the first half-hour healing session, Anna began to cough up a lot of phlegm. By the fourth session, twelve days later, Anna was regaining her appetite, was walking with more stability, was coughing much less and had reduced by half her time on the asthma control mask.

During the eleventh session, ten days later, Anna demonstrated good control over the movement of her eyelids, which had always remained closed since early childhood. She had stopped using the breathing compressor a week earlier and was showing good progress with the straightening of her legs and feet.

Three days later, Anna had been scheduled for surgery at Sick Children’s to repair the holes in her lungs, so her grandmother wanted to keep the appointment as a precaution. When the intern checked Andrea’s lungs and could find nothing wrong with them, she called the specialist who also tested her. He was amazed that there was no wheezing whatsoever, when only a couple of weeks earlier he had recommended surgery.

By the fourteenth session, one month after her first visit, Anna began to pick up movement and light or shadow. Her grandmother said that she was watching her closely and that she was really making progress. One day her grandmother took her to MacDonalds and she ordered her some pancakes. Only later did she realize that the pancakes were made with eggs, and Anna had had no allergic reaction. Then Anna began to dream and would wake up in the morning and tell her grandmother about her dreams. She was describing her dreams in color, but she had never actually been capable of seeing color. The grandmother checked and learned that blind people don’t dream because they have no visual references with which to formulate images.

During the next month Anna started attending a summer program at the blind institute and much of the work was undone during that time. When she came to see us at the end of the summer, Leo noticed that Anna was limping again and was no longer excited about the possibility of having eyesight. He asked her if she wanted to continue with the healing work. Much to the horror of her grandmother, Anna stated in a very steady voice: “I look forward to my next school term. I’m going to get an electronic cane and get MS, just like my friend!” Leo and I said that it was her decision, if that’s what she wanted.

At that point Leo had to console Anna’s grandmother, who was in tears upon hearing that statement. Anna had just exercised her free will. That was our signal to back off and allow her to experience exactly what she wanted in life. It was, after all, her life and, no matter how much her grandmother wanted for her to be healed, she had to want it for herself. This young girl had actually been doing the healing while working with her spirit, while Leo removed the negative influences that interfered with her. Soon after she had decided to reject the healing and stop working with her spirit, the positive spirit that Leo had provided left and another spirit took over Anna’s form.

The instance of working with another child with a positive outcome shows what wonders can be accomplished when a person fully participates in the healing process. This time the work involved a 3-year-old boy (we’ll call him Jose) originally from Argentina whose mother had brought him to see Leo because: “He’s always out playing in the mud. He never wants to pick up a pencil to write or a crayon to draw.” Jose also had large patches of eczema on both his lower legs, suffered from frequent stomachaches and was afraid to fall asleep at night. He wasn’t learning English yet, and spoke only Spanish.

On their first visit, Leo asked Jose if he would like a nice spirit like the sparkly one he was holding in his hand. Jose said that he would like that spirit. Then he told us that his spirit would grow as big as Leo’s spirit. I asked him where Leo’s spirit was, and he said: “Right there!” and pointed to his forehead. Leo showed Jose how to remove the dead and damaged cells from his legs and how to bring in the new healthy cells to take away the red spots and stop the itching. Jose said: “I will make it all go away.”

Then Leo asked Jose if he would like to use his mind power to make a spoon bend. (It’s something that Leo uses to assure people that they can direct energy from their mind to use the Light* to perform self-healing by using the same energy to excite the molecules in the metal.) Little Jose was fascinated with how the spoon bent as Leo held it, and wanted to do it on his own. We gave him a lesson on how to bend the spoon and he was so happy to be going home to practice.

A week later, when Jose came in to see us, his mother brought her mother to meet us. Jose’s mother said: “I don’t know what you did, but look at him! He wanted to wear his best clothes today.” Jose proudly walked in and told us that he wanted to write everything like we did, as he started to imitate our writing. His mother and grandmother agreed that he had made significant changes already. He was picking up his toys and straightening his room. His attention span was greatly improved and he was suddenly speaking English. He grinned at Leo and said that he already knew how to speak English as he pulled up his pant leg. The eczema was gone. Leo asked him about the other leg. He said: “This week, this leg. Next week, the other leg!” Then he said to his mother, as he motioned upward with his hands: “Leo goes way out, so far and so fast that you can’t even understand.” He was describing how Leo enters another dimension as he removes spirits. Jose’s mother was obviously very pleased with the positive outcome of her son’s healing.

Jose’s mother said that he had been practicing with some spoons at their restaurant. The grandmother looked on with a bit of a frown. Then Jose said, as he reached for a spoon from the box on the desk: “Look at what I can do!” The little boy rubbed the spoon at the neck, as we had shown him, while directing his mind energy at that spot. But, to my utter astonishment, he actually pulled the spoon apart as it made a slight tinkling sound. I couldn’t believe the power of that little guy’s mind! Incredible! However, grandma wasn’t happy. She muttered: “That’s evil.” I guess she was religious.

The following week, when Jose came to see us with his mom, he gleefully showed us the other leg, where the eczema had completely cleared up. He said that he no longer had stomachaches and was no longer afraid to go to sleep in his own bed. He showed us the writing that he had been practicing. His mother said that now, when he waited around the restaurant, he was spending more time writing letters and numbers and drawing, instead of crawling around on the floor. Little Jose will always be one of the most amazing children that I’ve ever had the pleasure to work with.

So, here were two stories of children who had both accepted an initial healing. Then one child decided that she’d rather stay negative, while the other child made the decision to live a more positive life. Neither child was right or wrong, and we can’t judge them for the decision they each chose. We can think that Anna’s condition was way worse and probably wouldn’t have worked. We’ll never know, because Anna‘s spirit, the one that created her, had made her blind. Anna’s grandmother wanted her to see, but maybe Anna, at some level, never wanted to see. Who are we to say? Young Jose, on the other hand, displayed enormous spiritual knowhow and reveled in it, once he was released from the imbalance of a spirit that wasn’t well suited to his body. Each child made a choice of what was right for them and they lived on accordingly.

(Note: These events actually happened over 20 years ago; I just changed the names for the purpose of confidentiality.)

Find out how to get started working with your spirit by visiting my website at OnlyPositiveKnowledge.com !

I welcome and value your input~Please feel free to comment!

*Light: The pure white light of the universe; purely positive energy; not associated with any one religion or deity; I work spiritually with people from every background from around the globe

Dec 14 2011

We’re All Spiritual Beings

Most think of the spiritual world as dauntingly mysterious. It’s an unseen realm in which we all dwell and interact, but most have failed to comprehend its significance in our daily lives.

Many are fascinated with ghosts and paranormal occurrences, while others like to surrender their spirituality to a religious institution. I had never been satisfied with those interpretations of what exists beyond our physical dimension. Through my work with Leo Jean, I’ve learned so much more about the spiritual world around us all.

You can think of a spirit as a sentient being without a body. From the instant of our conception, we have a spirit. Even before conception a spirit has to make a decision whether or not it wants to create and enter a particular body. Why are so many couples that are physically capable of creating children unable to conceive? It’s because there’s no spirit that has decided to enter that embryo. On the other hand, sometimes a spirit will leave, and the woman miscarries. As Leo says: “Without a spirit, there is no life.”

Anyone who owns a pet or has worked with animals will suggest that their animal has a spiritual connection with them. It goes beyond words with animals. People feel emotions for their pets and their pets sense energy and emotions from their owners. That’s because animals have spirits, too. Their bodies are just equipped differently.

Where did all these spirits come from then, if only a few humans started out on this planet? It’s comparable to the question of what happened before the Big Bang (if there was one). If there were only a few people on Earth in primitive times, where did all the spirits come from that now exist within the 7 billion people and the billions of animals on our planet? Well, we could say that the spirits of all those people and creatures came from the microscopic life that existed before these lifeforms came to be formed. Then, from where did all those spirits possibly originate?

Humans are all born with intuitive skills. Newborns are intimately connected with the spiritual world, as they adjust to their physical forms. Infants are in tune with the spiritual realm and they can see and hear spirits in their daily activities. Toddlers smile when they see a friendly face and will put up a fuss if someone comes up to them that they aren’t familiar with. In some cases, a toddler will scream hysterically if a particular person comes around them. That’s because the toddler can see the spirits in and around that person and is rejecting that person. Infants and toddlers see the faces of the spirits and are reacting to their knowledge of that type of spirit.

There are positive spirits and negative spirits. The positive spirits will never break a person’s free will, nor will they hang around a negative environment. Positive spirits make choices. Negative spirits, on the other hand, have lost their positive knowledge and are engaged in all kinds of negative activities. For instance, a negative spirit will find an opportunity to enter a screaming toddler in a moment of distress. The toddler has let down their spiritual defences and has opened one or more of their spiritual openings. In pops a negative spirit.

Once a child opens one of their spiritual openings, it can lead to more spiritual vulnerability. If a child closes their spiritual openings, they are better off. However, usually every time that they endure another emotional outbreak, that same spiritual opening will reopen because it is damaged. A child that has a very calm demeanour is a child that remains closed to other spirits.

Why would a spirit want to invade someone else’s body? Sometimes it’s a spirit of a deceased family member that has remained around their relations because they don’t know what else to do or where to go. They’ve lost their spiritual knowledge, because their former body didn’t know how to direct their spirit. So they enter a body out of convenience. Then they don’t have to create a form from scratch.

The next question that arises is what does a spirit do inside of someone else’s body? That depends on the spirit and how negative it is. Some spirits will enter or invade a body because they want to cause harm to the original spirit’s creation or to torment a spirit that is housed in another body.

There are destructive spirits that can cause damage to humans. For instance, a child with ADD can be helped if they allow the removal of the spirit that is causing the problem. Spirits can be too powerful or will simply not adjust to a human form easily. This causes an imbalance. More dramatic signs of ill-suited spirits are when a child suddenly contracts a life-threatening or terminal illness. Although I respect medical science, sometimes a spiritual solution can be a viable remedy. Very often the change of a child’s spirit will allow their body to heal and give that child a chance at a normal healthy life. A child can see their spirit as a comforting sparkling light.

What does it mean to work with your spirit? The children that Leo and I have worked with immediately get it. They begin to remove the negative influences that have caused their problems and get on with life. It’s very simple for a child, because they haven’t yet lost all of their inherent spiritual knowledge. On the other hand, adults are the most difficult to work with, due to their many years of conditioning and loss of spiritual knowhow. We usually ask the children we work with to describe or draw pictures of ‘the ones that bother them’. Most children are still so much in tune with the spiritual world and can talk about it in a matter-of-fact way.

How could Leo possibly know how to work with spirits like he does? From my understanding, Leo never let go of his spiritual knowledge of the Light* throughout his life. For most of that time, he had to remain quiet about what he knows, because it’s not a generally accepted practice in our society. Leo is, however, a very steadfast dedicated man and he has endured 90 years without relinquishing his knowledge.

Part of the knowledge that is usually rejected is that which refers to the origin of our spirits. Again, what caused the Big Bang? What was there beforehand? Now scientists are hypothesizing that there is a multiverse and that our universe is just an offshoot, a bubble that is expanding, along with many others. So, where did all our spirits come from?

From the thousands of people that we’ve worked with around the world, we’ve compiled an immense amount of information about the origins of our spirits. Spirits know no boundaries, and can move freely anywhere throughout the multiverse. They can cross over into our universe and create a form. The bodies that they create trap them inside the molecular structure, but they can enter and exit through the form’s open spiritual apertures. A person’s original spirit can exceptionally enter and exit its own form through closed apertures. Other spirits cannot enter a person’s form if their spiritual openings are closed. The scary version of all this from the movies causes people to be afraid but, in fact, many people house more than one spirit.

Why would all these spirits be acting in this way? What’s the point of all this spiritual body-hopping? From our perspective, this has been continuously happening throughout time on our planet. Few spirits have any positive knowledge, so they are largely destructive or self-destructive. They feed on energy, and thrive on the negative energy that they create. Some are even too powerful or destructive to exist in a human form.

Our spiritual/natural/quantum healing method provides a solution, as we match positively-oriented spirits to people to create a synchronized balance. When a person works in harmony with their spirit, they are working with a sole spiritual being that is dedicated to improving their life experience.

Find out how to get started working with your spirit by visiting my website at OnlyPositiveKnowledge.com !

I welcome and value your input~Please feel free to comment!

*Light: The pure white light of the universe; purely positive energy; not associated with any one religion or deity; I work spiritually with people from every background from around the globe

Nov 19 2011

2. Early Flat Screen Presentation

Quick sketch of the beings I saw when I was 15 years old.

If only I had known how to work with my spirit when I was a child! It would have made my life so much simpler, happier and meaningful. Instead I had been subjected to intense early religious conditioning, and had already begun to condition others when I was stripped of my innocence at such a young age. In retrospect, I realize that had to undergo those experiences in order to search outside known boundaries to find my way.

As a child I always strived for excellence in whatever I did. My schoolwork was impeccable. When I skipped the 5^th grade and entered into the 6^th(at age 10), my marks continued at the top of the class. Then I entered junior high and my shyness became intolerable. As I excelled in my classes, my new classmates greeted me with gests. I wanted to fit in and to be popular, and my marks began to reflect this attitude. Although I was still getting above average grades, I couldn’t stand to stand out as an intellectual.

I took two tests in secondary school that had any significance as I emerged from that educational experience. One was a test that predicted what sort of profession best suited me. I was surprised to find that I should work toward being a scientist. The second test was a North American IQ test that was distributed in 1970-1 when I was fifteen. When I was called to the guidance counselor’s office to learn my test score, he told me that I had scored a 98.5 out of 100, and that this represented that I was in the top 1.5% of all the students that had taken the test. I was embarrassed and probably blushed. Then he asked me if I had cheated. What? How could he possibly accuse me of having cheated on an IQ test for which each student was tested in a controlled setting. When I replied that I had not and could not have cheated, the counselor told me that it seemed impossible. As I sat there in disbelief, Mr. Delorme told me that the only other student in the entire school that had received the same score was the 12-year-old new student from Scotland. Yes, the genius that everyone made fun of and that eventually started acting like a clown to stop the jeers and teasing. I repeated my statement that I had not cheated, and the counselor looked at me with disdain. I was humiliated as I left his office. I had just been falsely accused of cheating, and felt like I was being punished.

Later that school year in May of 1971, I was out with my girlfriends walking around at the newest fast food place around 7:00 in the evening. We had just sat down to have something to eat inside the Red Barn Restaurant when I heard someone calling my name: “Gloria!” I looked around, but I didn’t see anyone calling me. Again I heard my name: “Gloria!” I looked around again and asked my girlfriends if they knew who was calling me, but they shrugged and continued to talk. Finally, again I heard my name: “Gloria!” And I looked up at the wall in front of me.

There on the wall was a sort of movie screen that had opened up. On the screen I saw the person that had been calling me. He walked up to the front of the screen and started speaking directly to me with his eyes focused on me, but his lips didn’t move. His voice was clear and he spoke in perfect English into my mind.

As the speaker spoke to me I looked around the room that he was standing in on the apparent screen. There on both sides of the room were what appeared to be light-gray-colored control panels with colored lights on them. Seated in front of the panels were five other people. Everyone was wearing garnet-colored jumpsuits with a short standup collar and a V-shape pattern on the chest. Two of the others were females, but they all looked like a different race of people. They all had simian-style faces, with straight black hair that was pushed back from their faces and cropped at the shoulders. Physically they all had healthy adult forms, just like humans.

When the speaker made contact with me, they all looked up and seemed to all be listening in on our conversation. Just as they all turned to look at me, another male being walked into the room through an open doorway and, with his hands behind his back, he stood at the back of the room and watched. It was all quite friendly and calm.

The speaker continued to speak into my mind and I felt a connection to someone long known or awaited. I was transfixed upon the screen as the communication continued. As they prepared to end our communication, I was left with the following phrase: “This life you lead is a test. In order to pass, you must learn the natural law.” I also somehow understood that they would be continuing to observe me from their vantage point.

Once the screen disappeared, I looked at my girlfriends and asked: “Did you see that?” They said they hadn’t seen anything and wondered what I was talking about. I was astonished and asked in wonder: “You mean you didn’t see those people right there?”

Gloria c.1970

I pointed up at the wall, and they looked at me strangely. No, they hadn’t seen anyone up on the wall and I should keep my voice down, because people were looking at me. So I asked: “So, what was I doing?” My girlfriends told me in hushed voices that I was staring up at the wall for five minutes, and that my face was all red. That was it.

The next few moments made me question what I had just seen and heard, because my girlfriends were obviously not in on the conversation. So, if they didn’t see or hear it, then I had been the only subject of the communication. Fine. I would deal with this on my own. The thing that bothered me most was that I had been in telepathic communication for five minutes, but could only remember the parting message: “This life you lead is a test. In order to pass, you must learn the natural law.”

After whispering to my girlfriends about what had happened to me and receiving their feedback to keep it quiet, that’s what I did. I never spoke about it to anyone again for years, thinking that it was better that people didn’t know about my contact experience. It wasn’t until 15 more years had passed that I was able to begin to digest and deal with what had occurred in the restaurant.